Lonliness is all i feel.

2012-01-25T23:48:00.003+08:00

It's been long since I have blogged. Well then again it's all thanks to that idiot (:

As I stare blankly at this page, wondering what I could write about what's happening, thoughts are just rushing through my
mind.

currently I just feel quite sucky as I feel weak and I'm like having ulcers ughh! Wished that there was someone who could be here with me for me to lean and feel loved. And yet that day is nearing, the day that has scarred my heart, valentines day.. The day where I got used..

But well ive moved past that now, concentrating what's on hand. I have been chosen to risen up as a cell leader in church, which was what I was working for the past few years, finally I am one step closer. So now I have be good in everything i do, have good values and morals and keep good principals. I would have to overcome all temptations. I'm worried as well that I might break during discipleship but I hope God pulls me through this.

School has been as usual..boring. Go there talk do work come back. Nothing fun you can except to have other than hearing funny rubbish in class and laughing to it. Exams are nearing and I'm still procrastinating.... Really need to start studying alr..

I have nth much to say anymore cause what I feel can't be put into words.. I'll just take my leave and head off to bed !

Take My Life.

2011-11-12T00:14:00.002+08:00

Take my life, Take it all.

As a young little boy of only the age of 13, I didnt know what having a God is, though I had a religion, I didnt follow I didnt care. I was someone who just couldn't be bothered of anything or whatsoever. I wanted to be the kid who would just go about living my life the way I want to. As bad as my character was back then, I was invited to church along with 2 friends of mine. It was something new to me, but yet i still went and kept going. Though my cell group members were much much older than me I went cause I had my friends to clique with, my members were nice to me as well. Though slowly my friends started to back out and stopped going. I happened to follow them as well, I never went whenever they didn't go. But something was pulling me, urging me to go. So after my friends backed out totally, I went on my own. One day during service in FCBC (Faith Community Baptist Church), there was a altar call, I don't know at that time what I was thinking, but I am glad I took that step of faith and went all on my own to the front (usually someone would bring me or smth). I was on my knees at the back of everyone, so I was the last person and there was no one else behind me. There I was, on my knees, praying to be accepted. Then a miracle happened, God hugged me, at that moment I was like "Who was tt!" Cause I knew that my cell leader didn't come with me, and I was the last. So I opened my eyes and turned around, and yet still there was no one behind me nor beside me. That is when I knew I just had a moment with God.
That changed my life forever. My faith shot up in that instant. I was on fire for Him. So 2 years went by. That is when my trials and temptations started.

It was the year 2008. Everything started to change, I walked away from God. I walked down a path that I myself hated. I became an aggressive person, someone who was easily angered and sometimes I might get violent. I started to smoke, started to become bad. Everything was just going bad. I always get reminded of God but then I ignored. My life was just in a mess for those years till about Sec 4 ending Sec 5 starting point.

My classmate invited me for his cell group outing, so I went. And I made new friends, and I went to CHC to attend service with them. Soon after, here I am again, at the very presence I first felt when I attend church, I couldn't believe how much I've been through and how much wrong I've done that i broke down into tears and I told myself that I will be forever in God's hands and I won't leave him. A backslider always comes back stronger I believe. This is when my life is now beginning to take its shape in the Glory of the Lord. I was filled with His Love and I was given a calling to be a Cell Leader. That was my main purpose then, I wanted to be build up as a Leader, leading the young for I have known what it's like being young and stupid. Bringing the lost back to Him. From then, I gave up the bad habits and walked in faith with Him. Life is never the same again after that. Now I'm living life happily though things that happen may pull me down at times, I always find the strength to pull myself back up cause I know my God is my strength.

So now, I'm praying to be build up strong and to be always ready for my calling. Though i've got a long way to go. I want to do it right, though it might take long. I want to take the next step towards God, with water baptism, but my mom is against me being baptised, cause she doesn't allow me to. But I really want to. I will never have any progress if its like this. So do pray for me yeah? That things will turn out fine. Need another miracle to happen!

As for tomorrow, will be attending my Community Services Ministry Orientation in the morning from 10 - 330 . Hope it goes well and stuff, aft tt will be church ! YAY ! :D

Pray that God would financially bless me, so that I can save and give into the building fund and hit my target. Lets Arise and Build ! My Church My Life.

I love God, and I love CHC and I love W341&461.

2011-11-09T23:33:00.002+08:00

Today isnt really that much of a good day either.

Highlight of the day is actually the fact that your own friend, suddenly just said you talk too much, should just shut up. the thing was tt i wasn't even talking to her directly. Then after tt its like nothing happened. But the hurt has alr been done. No changing it alr. Yeah i take jokes. But at that moment, you cant say it was a joke, cause i know you really meant it. I've been thinking tt im trying too hard to be close to you guys. Haha i guess i shouldn't. You guys got each other anyways.(:

I've been an ass recently i suppose. I shouldn't talk much. Just mind my own business and go on with life. Now i know how you think about me. Thanks. (:

That aside, my friend cant believe i'm single for 3 (almost 4) years. Why is tt so?! Do i look like the kind that have dozens of r/s? I've spent my time waiting. The previous 2, just took my time and my money then disappear. Haha so i've become accustomed to not having a r/s. who needs one !

Anyways, just played Call of Duty : MW3 . Awesome !! :D addiction man ! :P yupyup, at least smth good :P

And now my dearest spoofy is on e phone brushing her teeth while waiting for me to blog finish ! haha so funny :P kk shall end here ! Nights ppl :D

Remember When.

2011-11-08T19:49:00.004+08:00

Well, words cant really express how I feel. But I would try my best.

At the start, you build me up saying such nice things to me, being close to me. Every night, we'd call each other till we sleep. You'll always wait for me to sleep but in the end ill always ask you to sleep first. You'll always ask me to talk about my past and you like all the stories I say. The way you say you're shy when you look at me, and when you say you are jealous of my eyes and everything. The way you fell alseep on me when you're tired. I fell head over heels for you. I did everything I could for you to feel loved. You told me how the guys before me were and how they did things for you but you didn't like them. You told me i was different from them & I believed you. I was happy that you said that. After so long i've just become another victim of your love. I thought i was different, guess not. I did so much for you, yet i was just taken for granted once again. I thought you were different. Guess not as well. I can understand how the guys before me felt now. 8 months we've been through it together. Suddenly, you just had to drop the bomb on me on the day that everyone would be happy for. Now that day has become a bad memory. Something i'll remember for life. That day is Valentine's Day. I bought you a nice guess bracelet. You took it and was happy, but when you went home, its a whole different story. You said one sentence which just killed everything " I only said i love you cause I don't want you to be sad" . Seriously? Did you ever think that after 8 months of that, i wont be sad. maybe if you said tt on e first few days i'd be okay but after 8 months of memory it kills. Though i thought i'll be over it, guess what i didnt. it took me 9 months. and now its a total of 1 year and 5 months of waiting. I never knew you were capable of doing this to me. You proved me wrong. I've been stupid all these while, why didnt i see this coming. I don't know why i've held on for so long knowing you don't give a shit. But i guess i can finally say im over you. I've heard you are very smitten and like guys easily. Guess i didnt believe tt earlier and you have btr eye candies as well. When your friends tell me that you really do love me, i wonder if they were all lying. How could you just one moment like and one moment don't. If you're going to be like this all the time, you're going to kill alot of guys heart. Well, i cant be bothered anymore. It has always been about you and never about me.

As of now, I've no intentions to let anyone into my heart for as long as I can. Who needs one anyways. Just study, work, and most impt of all Love God. Thats all i have to do in life. Yeah you might say it might get lonely, but what are friends for right? Its stupid to get hurt so many times. So just wait till e right time comes.
To all my young friends out there. Don't love someone just to fill that place in your heart for a certain time and then jump to another or just drop tt person away. Find the right one and stay with him/her. We're still young so to say.

These few days, I've been trying to put a mask on to hide my sad feelings. Hate it when sudden sad songs play everything just reminds me of you .

I told you everything
You know my feelings
It never crossed my mind, there will be a time for us to say goodbye
What a big surprise.

I'm not coming back around again.

I'm alone again. Where do I begin.
I'm not lost, I'm not gone, I haven't forgot.

P.S Thanks for cheering me up IDIOT. (:

Life like a journal.

2011-10-06T18:35:00.002+08:00

Hello my darling readers. Guess what im back. (:

But I am very sure that i'll be mia-ing soon after again ! :P

Well to start off, school has been great so far! Got a GPA of 3.00. Thank god i didnt get 2.** . if not i sure sad. even if 2.99 i sad. HAHA. i cannot stand to see that 2 there. Friends are great as usual. Class seem to be more bonded i suppose? Well, at least i can talk to everyone without that awkwardness that most of them have :P Planning to study as hard this semester. Hopefully i can focus and concentrate and not laze around like some idiot. Speaking of which, the word idiot is like a favourite word of mine thanks to another IDIOT. One awesome friend she is uh. Though she always like to racially disturb me! But always forgiven cause i know she doesnt mean it but does it for fun. Loved much! Heh. (: Have a new teacher name Miss or Mrs(??) Shirley. Thought she was quite the fierce teacher at first but then end up shes one funny crazy woman! And today Mr Yeow treat us to OLDCHANGKEE. WHY SO AWESOME! ahha he's really nice. my first impression of him was quite bad but then turn out to be good. ^^ so school is really good for me. except the timetable for wednesday and thursday is just shit(end at 5 & 4).

As for life, things are going good I suppose. I've put her out of my priorities and put God first. I have this urge to know him more now cause i realise, i'm really nothing in this world without him. He recently has worked little miracles in my life through my friends and myself. Such as, i took an extra journal from my church but then noticed someone didnt need it, so i was wondering what to do with it. Somehow i was talking to this junior of mine and i decided to share it with her like what the journal is about and she actually wanted a journal before i started talking about it. So i believe that God wanted her to have it. To write to him and bring her closer to Him. So i was happy tt it is not wasted. Speaking of the journal. Ive been writing in it everyday since i got it on saturday. It has this bible reading schedule as well, so i've been reading each day accordingly and written down my thoughts and prayers in the journal.

Secondly, i am reading this book called "God at the edge" I got it from my cell ldr a long time ago but i didnt not bother to read, now i am determined to finish it. So i was finding for a bookmark one day and didnt seem to find any at all, so i wished for smth like a bookmark that maybe even has some verses on it or smth & guess what, when i went to sch in the next hour, my classmate gave me a small card like with a verse on it and write some motivational words for me. and i used it as a bookmark! See how wonderful God is ! <3

So yup! Things are really going great. Though i'm still quite sad that SHE is somehow gone from my life. But maybe its God, who placed her to make me experience how it feels and to put him first, so that i would not love my first true love which is Him. People say im stupid to even love her. Well i do, and i guess ill be stupid forever. I believe i can change her to be a better person. but to me she is already good. But oh well, not it means nothing anymore. I really have to focus on God and everything else. So goodluck to me !

And I wanna wish all my juniors having exams now ! Hope you guys really do well! Stay focus and clear minded when studying and remember well! Study smart yeah! Don't sleep too late also! Love you guys! (:

P.S EH IDIOT HELLO ! :D THANKS TO YOU I FINALLY BLOG IF NOT I THINK I DUNNO WHEN I WILL START BLOGGING AT ALL :P hehe ! #WE.IDIOTS.FOREVER

2011-06-30T00:41:00.002+08:00

Well , work has just been rubbish today . Its only my third day , and I don't really know how to do things perfectly. And they say do things slowly and right is better than rushing and wrong. Then I was doing 2 orders and I had to rush em. Then I get scolded for being slow. Wts? Here I am trying my best yet all they can do is just scold. That's the good life about being a manager/supervisor or whatever. scold all you want, who's going to disagree with you right? You've got everyone on your side, what've you got to be afraid of. You wouldn't care as you wouldn't see us or even have a bond with us. We're just servants to you. Treat us like dogs then just act like nth happen. Yeah why not ask us come your house wipe your shoes as well , unless you say even we can't do a proper job of wiping shoes. We aren't perfect like you. We're just trying our best to make you people feel happy. If it hurts to see me work, then might as well kill me , for I've tried so hard to do exactly what you said , but then always it ends up wrong cause someone else comes and show another way. So many things you can use to kill me there I bet , just take a knife and stab me in the heart, or just burn me with the popcorn oil. I'd even volunteer to put myself there for you to pour it. Watch me slowly burn to death , nice isn't ? Bet you all will be happy . I'd even write my will, to not place charges on you and forgive you, that way you can carry on with your lives and go ahead screwing other's lives. Its freaking irritating when one of you says to do this way and someone else scold you for doing it tt way, make up your bloody mind who am I supposed to listen to? Yeah I guess you'll say customers first. But don't place your fellow men's lives in stake just to achieve it. Sooner or later , karma will bite you. Its okay if you deem me as useless. I know I alr am , I'm just trying to fit in and help out,to me its not about the money, its about experience. If you don't pay me also nvm one, in the end I walk away with experience which helps my future. Just because your lives depend on this job, and your so high in this place , doesn't mean you can just make other people become your spawn. Yeah you might think I'm just another faggot who just likes to complain. But seriously I am not the kind to complain unless I'm emotionally distrupted. Maybe I'm just a noob, a person with no skills or talents what so ever, I know that about myself, sometimes I even wonder why the heck I join to gain experience. In the end its just useless cause I have no use for it, or should I say you have no use for me. I guess everywhere I go from here, its going to be the same. Everyone is going to be like you guys, that's why I don't have a place in this world. Haha I even burnt myself twice doing the stupid popcorn and I didn't even have time to run it under the water , i just had to bear with that pain till I ended work and place my hands in e water . I didn't even go for my breaks cause you people had no one doing the popcorns, or any backup . I skip my bloody breaktime cause I think its better spent helping out instead of eating . Didn't eat breakfast lunch or anything, I didn't even get to drink one cup of water. I dun want to take from there cause I feel like its bad , looking at the work I do, I bet you guys wouldn't even bother to give me plain water right? Cause I do such a superb job. They teach the others what to do while I was doing other stuff , den suddenly they ask me do, at least I know what to do by watching once before, c'mon if you guys don't wanna teach me, dun bother asking me to do , cause if I do wrong, you guys will scold like no tomorrow, and then, there was no oil, for popcorn. I wanted to go ask, but then they ask me rush and serve the customer, den aft tt I get scolded for not telling, and I'm like , I wanted to, would you prefer me walking around trying to figure out how to change the oil while I'm supposed to be serving the customer, no right? Customers first what. We always get blamed for things that did not happen on purpose. I felt like a piece of shit when tt happened, you expect so much from someone such as me, one look at me and you know that I'm useless alr. I told myself I'd be fun , but once you guys started talking to me about something. It wasn't intro , it was scolding. That's how you get to know your staff, you scold them eh, that way you'll remember someone , cause it's easier to remeber smth bad about someone than the good thing. That's just how humans are. We're just people without a sense of Love. Yeah you might be the top of the movie industry, but that wouldn't even hv been possible without people like us to be the foundation of it, we're like holding you guys up, and all you guys do is stand on us. Seems like you're only nice to people of your rank or standard, and we trainees are just a bag of crap that is at your disposal . Not good , throw away. Yeap that's how we are, a bag of rubbish. Seen the way you guys smile at others and we you give us the get out of my sight look , irony that the company says , must always smile. Sigh, it hurts to see that people are just placing others below them, we're all humans. We all have feelings. And I suppose you would go like " oh I'm sorry, do I look like I give a shit about your feelings?" that's how I you guys would reply me from the way I heard you speaking. Ahh well, in the end, its all my fault anyways right? Who can blame the upper ranks. They're the boss, they do whatever pleases them. Small fries like us , just get burnt and tasteless and hard . We don't stand a chance in society. Thanks so much for making me know about myself so much more. It really helps, now I know I wouldn't fit in.

Sucks.

2011-06-22T01:16:00.002+08:00

Well , the days hasn't really been good for me lately ..
I am still stuck within my own world , i feel like being alone.
Well im still not used to my class yet. I still feel kinda weird.
I don't even know why i feel this way . I'm kinda lost.

How do you feel , when someone you know who once used to like you , just suddenly says she doesnt. and aft all those months you still think its not the truth , and everytime you wonder why is it that she said tt , why did it turn out this way , how come someone love you , and suddenly just say they don't. its kinda hard to understand. You wait so long , trying to salvage it, while she's just having fun with her life. You're no one to her anymore. Not even important as a friend. Not even as a good friend or a close friend. But she says you're a friend. And she doesnt even care for you like she does. She just seems so blur about everything, is it that you're just acting ? Or you just forgot everything about me and about us. It just goes to show much i don't mean to you. It also hurts to see how you happen to be treating some other guys like how you treated me, don't make them fall for you and then dump them like you did me. Not everyone will take it lightly against you. I'm trying my best to wait till you finish your school. But you're just not making it easy for me. Its like you're just keeping me on the hook. Sigh , please at least make an effort to show me that i'm worth smth to you. Cause i don't believe that you wouldnt have done all those things to me , if you didnt love me . Its something only a person does when they love someone. If you didnt love me , you wouldnt have even done it. Please... i know somewhere deep in your heart , your true feelings are just hidden by your fantasies. I'm not trying to say that im good or anything but, i don't think someone would love you as much as i do , the amount of sacrifice im willing to make for you isnt what others would do. I even put you first before my major exams. Thats just how much you meant to me. Making sure you're safe and okay, i don't need anything else, just knowing that i can keep you safe is my top priority. You're just everything there is to my life, without you its like its always empty. I just cant seem to find happiness in what i do with my life anymore. When you were in it , everything seemed so perfect. You were just perfect. I just need you back, just the way you are. I just wanna hold you close to my heart and feel your warmth. Knowing that you're right here with me. I'd take a bullet for you and i really mean it. When it comes to protection, i'd always be more than willing to take your place. I just cant stand to see you hurt yourself. Please, let things be how they used to be. I miss you so darn much. Why cant you see that I just love you so much but yet you choose to ignore it and hide your feelings. I'll wait no matter how long its gonna take. I just need you.

Forget all the reasons why it won't work , and believe the one reason why it might work .

2011-05-08T18:07:00.002+08:00

Well, i guess im back here. Ive got nothing bad to say this time round LOL!
Well , i am glad to know that i've got a few friends who i just didnt know were so much fun, i regret not spending time with them while i was in secondary school. Now its hard to see them. Well at least those 4 days we have tgt , were meaningful and fun , and it left an impact on me . I just love friends like them so much. They can mean the world to you. Just small things like making me laugh and making my day, can make you a best friend of mine. But its the way you guys play around with me and well take care of me. (: Ill always be grateful to have you guys in my life. Friends like you guys give people a reason to live life joyfully . I Love you all ~

2011-04-08T19:53:00.001+08:00

You don't need me , why was i so stupid . You were just stuck deep in yr thoughts. so you cared for the person who cared for you. now i guess you cant give shit about me . I am one fucking stupid idiot. As long your fine i guess everything is okay. Oh well. i guess this is goodbye,

2011-03-19T01:48:00.002+08:00

Im going to disappear.

What are words when we dont mean them when we say them.

2011-03-18T01:22:00.003+08:00

Well , these few days hasnt really been a good day for me .
Friends , what are they when they come to you , but you cant go to them to share a single shit.
Seriously what's up with that . Piss me off real bad.

Anyway im not here to rant , im here to talk about a friend. One whom i just recently got to know personally. A friend that the moment i got to know her, i straight away knew, shes someone whom i can relate myself to, or someone i can go to. Its just this feeling i have towards people, ill know if they're someone i can talk to . Felt like the whole world of mine changed when i met you . Yeah , though we've known each other for a short time , you are totally awesome .

I'm sorry for the times where i just sometimes don't have the words to say to make you feel better but i know you will get through this hurt soon , dun worry about it so much sooner or later you will be fine cause i know and i believe in you. and also after a long time, you're the one to make me feel so much better , though i was crying, you made me cry tears of joy. You made me smile through the tears. I'll never forget you . Im glad i met you , cause i dunno what i'd be doing now if it wasnt for you . Thanks for being there for me.
My hamster and I will always remember you, (:
Every night i sleep , ill think of you cause you sat where u put my head to sleep . Ill rmb the time where you actually cried infront of me, don't do tt anymore okay ! ;x but ill be there to wipe those tears of your face !
I wont let you go as you wont let me go either.
I'll try my best not to make us sink , but bring us higher.
Thanks for everything , You're da bling bling in my life .
Iloveyou you pig ~

So Much For My Happy Ending.

2011-03-04T15:18:00.000+08:00

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending.
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done.

When You're Gone~

2011-02-22T15:45:00.003+08:00

Long time ! :D

I have been quite caught up with watching movies and then too tired then go sleep ! ;x
Well last week was rather fun , had alot fun with the cg at CGM . Then sat had a good service, and we had to stay back for meeting with Jo . Talk about our zone and like a Q&A session . Which lasted till ard 9 pm . And i was supposed to meet my friends right aft church , but church is more important to me, so im sorry guys . Then my friends texted that they tonning , so i was still going to meet them aft everything was finished. So aft the meeting , the cg was hungry so we went to clementi macs to eat. Then it was ard 12 . den we finished and left , then i went to meet Lynn , Brenda , Andy. Sadly John had to leave , i really wanted to see him , he couldnt ton D: So when i arrive andy also couldnt ton. So he left , so it was just me drinking cause they left some alcohol for me ~ So sweet ! Den we talked about stuff and then they were hungry so we walked to 7 eleven and lynn bought a instant noodle cup. but didnt eat then it , den we went to holland there cause brenda needed the toilet ! lols. Den we headed to another 7eleven cause lynn wanted hot water to fill her instant noodle cup ;x den my father was drunk and he was gg to take cab home and he had no money then i had to go home D: < . so lynn walked and eat on the way back to my house. Yup , then when we reach my house , right timing my daddy's taxi reach and i paid and lynn and brenda took the taxi to go to john's house till morning den go home. It was a good day last sat . :D Sunday was rather good as well i suppose cause i did nothing ? LOOOOOOL! :O

Well I told someone some stuff i had in mind for a long long long time . Feels so much better letting it out. :D Monday i was also home the whole day ! my goodness. And today we planned to go bowling , but seems like we arent gg to cause i dun think anyone is going . LOL. sad. Oh well , going to fast till 6pm ! Going to watch some movies tt i recently downloaded ! :D

The days feel like years when im alone. Everything that i do , reminds me of you. I love the things that you do .
-Never Neglect Your Feelings.

Are you okay without me ?

2011-02-17T03:59:00.002+08:00

Well havent been posting cause i havent been in the mood , ):

Well today Lynn & Sharon came over to my house to drink and slack , den we watch music videos and movies , sharon was so tired tt she almost slept. Lol. We took pictures ! :D Waiting for lynn to upload em , and me and lynn ate icecream :o weee !
Aft all that send sharon off and lynn also , then i went to chinese garden to meet wesley and ariel for a run and then aft tt play basketball . Injured my finger D:
Aft tt , i came home and i actually fell asleep den i woke up ard 1 , and used comp .
Stupid audition keep on dc. sibeh pissed. D: And now im just listening to Without You - 2pm , Mistake - SNSD , Because of you - Kelly Clarkson . :D

Alot have been going through my mind recently , hope i straighten things out . :\

A day with my besties (:

2011-02-13T23:46:00.003+08:00

Hey guys ! :D Today was rather fun. as usual i slept like a pig . i woke up ard 1. Watched a movie , RED , which i've watched before and also i pause halfway and went back to sleep , and woke up ard 4 , den i had to rush to dress up and meet lynn, keith , andy ,sharon and john. So i kinda reached on time ? ;x lynn and keith were there first , so we went to buy drinks , we bought 3 bottles of bacardi . Den we went over to commonwealth there to wait for andy john and sharon , john reached late but still okay ard 530 ? Andy and sharon reach 2hrs ltr . 7 . WOW! :X

Then yup we started drinking , lynn drank 4 cups neat and she was a goner. Not that she was drunk but she just sad and stuff so she got emotional . So we guys continued , keith had 3 cups . Andy ard 3 also . me and john many . LOL cause we had to finish it . gosh . anyways , then we had to control lynn . :D she was bonkers ;x
other than that we had a great time talking laughing and everything else .
Fun to socialise like that eh ? (: then sharon took a cab home cause shes LATE. den lynn keith and john took a cab back too , den me and andy went to kofu to eat . I had fried hokkien mee :D Then we took a bus back home ! and now im home (:

AND NOW ITS 12AM. WHICH MEANS ITS VALENTINES DAY ! ;D Happy Valentines Day All ! :D
Happy valentines day shauna ! I love you ! :D Hope you like what i got you . (:
I should be heading to bed soon MUCH MUCH EARLIER TODAY , so i can wake up early . :D
Hope the day goes well . (:
Love you all ! <3

Verbal Diarrhea.

2011-02-13T03:49:00.002+08:00

Hello ! (:

Today was rather fun ! Morning i slept at 4/5 woke up ard 9, but then i fell asleep again. and keep waiting up at intervals of an hour or 2 . Then i finally like really FINALLY woke up at 330 ! DEN GUESS WHAT , I HAD TO RUSH TO GET READY FOR CHURCH ! Met 2 friends on the train , den in the train i happen to just look around , den i notice this girl looking at me from like ACROSS THE MRT. like 4 doors down , from one cabin to the other end of that cabin . i saw her looking , den i look back LOL. she wore a red beanie which attracted me , cant rly see her face though . then like she knew i also looking den she continue eh . :\
so i turn the other direction den my friend turned towards her direction , den he say she still looking , den he go and wave to her OMGG.... epicness funny ! Aft tt they both got down and i continued down to church . Had a great time at church as well ! Zyndie passed me this little gift , which happened to be KINDER BUENO INSIDE ! :o
Shes so sweet , cause i told her i don eat chocolate other than kinder bueno and other stuff , den she go and buy for me and wrap it up and give it to xiuzhen to pass to me ! aww !
Then went to eat at astons with cg ! Fun interrogating darrell about the girl he wants to propose to on monday . BUT THEN GUESS WHAT HE DID IT TONIGHT. plus he said she from "___" sch . but when i checked she actually from ANOTHER SCH. and he say she not his audition friend. i checked again . SHE IS HIS AUDITION FRIEND. Epicness.

He said tt she said yes . i dunno but whatever , den he also quarrel with us on fb cause he thinks my hairstyle is botak . -.- den quarrel untill like dunno what. 5 of us vs 1 of him . Lol. not going into further detail cause it was just childish .
Yupp ! Hate it when tt happens. no reason quarrel. Oh well. Forgive and Forget. (:

Church.
Romans 10:10
For with the heart one believes unto righteousness, and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation.

Our character is usually established by the age of 8.

Its e heart not the head tt is governing our lives.

You cant experience a love that you don't believe in.

God has wired you to change your heart.

Proverbs 14:30
A sound heart is life to the body , but envy is rottenness to the bones.

The happy heart is a good medicine.

Friday ~

2011-02-12T04:33:00.003+08:00

Well today , was just another friday . (: Woke up , use comp , hear music watch shows. Went to pay my bills at clementi , den aft tt went for cell group . Where we talked about what we thought is the meaning of home & family , aft cell we went to burger king to eat , and played monopoly deal ! :D Which i totally owned ! \m/ !

Wanted to come home to watch movies but then jiawei said he played LoL ! so we came home and played 2 games of LoL ! then i wanted watch movie , but i ended up talking to people , den talk to julia , den she asked if we could talk on the phone , so why not right i also got nth to do! so we talked about so much crap and rubbish , looked at pictures ! heheh so fun! Then she said im like cheerful and funny all the time so carefree! thanks for tt compliment eh ? (: Shared some secrets . ^^
She just put down awhile ago , said she will call back ltr. but she has to wake up at 7 plus . Tsk , i think she'll be too tired to call back anyways (:
So yup i also should be heading to bed soon ! Its saturday now , which means CHURCH !
Currently jaye woke up at a time like this. Suppaaaa weird. cause she slept at 7pm till now. Tsk ! She youtubing and forget about me alr . Sad D:
YupYup ! Thats all for the day ! :D

I believe tt we can still commit ourselves to love one.

Awesome.

2011-02-11T12:03:00.003+08:00

Yst i went shopping with Cheri at vivo ! Shop for vday ! Shall not say what i buy untill the day passes. if not it will be leaked! but its smth very nice , to me of course i don't know if she even will like it , but oh well !
Yup , also bought a pair of new slippers ! :D and a birthday card for carrine , cause its her birthday yst ! :D

Bumped into carmen and mandy at river island , (: OH OH SPEAKING OF WHICH , RIVER ISLAND AT VIVO IS AT HALF PRICE DISCOUNT CAUSE THEY CLOSING SHOP. SO PEOPLE GO THERE AND SHOP CAUSE EVERYTHING CHEAP AS HELL NOW . LITTERALLY HALF PRICE I SWEAR. LOL.
Yeah , the flower shop at vivo is just rubbish , thought could buy some for vday . but its all crap . ill have to find another. ohoh sunday most probably going drinking with some friends at holland, there sld have flower shop right ! hohoho hope so !
Yup aft tt when im gg home , i bumped into andrea . i dont rly know her , but in the bus i go sit with her LOL. den well just talk some rubbish , get to know her and stuff. aha i just felt like knowing her , see her alot but dun talk one, so i thought i should take e first step (:

Anyways aft tt i reached home , i went for a run , but my legs alr hurt before i run , but nvm i just continue and finished it , den met carrine for a talk downstairs and she wrote something on my itouch which i said ill read when i go home, den passed her , her bday card ! den i went to bath and eat and watch the fourth kind for the second time . the first time was in theather with lynn and sharon and billy and saraphina , aft tt i watched the A team . So i was lazing around aft tt , then i rmb-ed i havent read what carrine was writting in my itouch , so i read it . And it just melted me !

Here's what she wrote .
Hi yoga thanks for being so sweet. hehehe you're the best and awesome guy i ever met. caring and friendly. thanks to you i learn to be a good person and you're so inspiring. continue to work hard towards life and i trust that god will protect and keep a clear path to you !!!!!!! hehehehe best friend , dont change the way you are , influence people in a good way and dont get influence from people in a bad way . You know what ? you're awesome i cross my heart and is telling the truth. love ya always.

With love , Xuan "

Thats what she wrote, i was just so touched ! Thanks carrine , you're awesome too ! I hope you liked the card sorry for the rubbish handwriting though. And well , currently im listening to Linkin Park - Leave out all the rest .
Which gives the thought that we all should just put what we know about the people behind them as a past and work with them towards a future. Instead of just letting them go, though it might be easier said than done , but its worth trying and making the effort to leave out all the rest isnt it ? for something better . Thats what i believe (:
Thats all for now peeps ! (:

Percy Jackson

2011-02-10T04:59:00.003+08:00

Just finish watching Percy Jackson & The Lightning Thief. This would be the second time im watching it , first time in the cinemas of course ! (:
This is movie well I can say its kinda interesting , though he doesnt really use much of his powers . but still i hope there would be a second movie ! The day well i couldnt say the day here the evening was rather good (:
Reason why is that i sleep from late morning till almost evening everyday ! (: i wake up ard 4 ?
Hehe ! The first 3 SNSD albums released just arrived at my house today ! So i decided to take out all my collectables and just clean them and put them back , but then i also decided to take pictures , so i did ! (: took almost 3 hrs to set them up in place and stuff :P
Aft that i started watching Grown ups ! (: at the same time downloaded The fourth kind, watched it before alr though (:
Today i should be going shopping with Cheri at vivo , to shop for Valentines Day . Hope they have the promotions up already! Hope they have nice designs of what im looking for. Hope things go according to my plan . and i need to prepare ! Argh !
Havent been playing League Of Legions for sometime now .
Movies all the way baby ! (:
Yup thats all for the day i guess !

Cya guys ! <3

TANGLED.

2011-02-09T06:08:00.002+08:00

HeyHeyHey ! :D Just finished watching Tangled ! Gosh , it really is such a NICE movie ! So sweet ! So lovely ! :D I love the horse though funny !
Before this i also watched Kick-Ass ! Which is just totally weird but funny and nice ! :D A small girl kicks ass man ! But the main guy does nth much ! D:
Before that i also watched The Losers , a action-packed film really awesome ! You should watch it ! The way they communicate is just so funny ! I even quoted some of it on facebook ! heheh !
Wondering if i sld watch another movie now , or go to bed ! But im not sleepy at all ! Aish ! Also currently listening to I need a girl by taeyang while im writing this post ! Girl i need girl ! haha .
Wonder what i sld watch .. AH YES. I have Takers . But i havent watched it yet . Actually now im feeling sleepy! Man im abit weird aint i ? Tsk . Must be all these typing ! Oh well i guess i should hit the sacks earlier today ! its alr 6.22am ! Where everyone is going to sch ! I feel must better now though . Hope i sleeping halfway my stomach doesnt hurt agn . I couldnt get a proper sleep last morning because i kept waking up in between every 2 hours . Bloody irritating i tell you ! And its wednesday today . 9th feb. Time passes so fast . Soon sch will be starting and ill be all busy again . Argh D: Oh well ! I guess im going off now ! Ciaoz !

How'd you feel ?

2011-02-08T06:04:00.003+08:00

Well , just finished watching movies , going to bed soon , i guess ill be back to blogging as usual .

As of now , i dont know how to explain how I feel . You know sometimes we love someone so much that you're afraid of losing them. And also , you would want to them love you back the same way you do. But what if its just only you , only you loving them so much , giving so much of your time and effort , but they don't show you a single act that they love you . Though you guys are not tgt, but you know that the person loves you, deep in your heart somewhere you just want to hear those 3 words each night before you sleep, how does it feel to be the one doing the all the loving. But you're okay with it cause you love that person , but sometimes you'll just come to feel that need of love in that lonely heart of yours. Though you know he/she loves you , but how sure that they actually do? Do they show that they do ? How do you live each day , knowing in your heart and mind that you're feeling lonely, but you just don't show it to them cause you don't want them to worry. And yeah , maybe they are still quite uncertain of what they feel , maybe they dont know what they feel about you even , they don't know how to react to someone they love . These takes time , some mature faster , some don't . You know waiting would certainly kill you over the months , but you're willing to go through it , but slowly down the road the one you love doesnt show any signs of their love for you . It does kill you doesn't it ? Sometimes we wish we could just be unmatured and see things from their eyes , but we cant. Being matured sometimes has it tolls , how you wish you could be young again ? Being carefree and having fun in school talking to friends , it was just all about you in your own world then , but sooner or later we get kicked out into reality/the world. I would never understand how those young kids with such carefree lives would feel. I was never brought up that way, though i had my fun when i was young , i was quite matured only being 10 years old , that was when my life just seemed so .. down. Trust me, when you become matured the world isnt that much of a happy place anymore. At the age of 10 , it was really too much for me. Family , Friends , Self-Esteem. Ive been hurt so much that i was alr having suicidal thoughts , i became that emo kid who just cuts himself hurts himself , drowns himself in sorrow . I hated myself , and now i hate who i used to be . But this cant be compared to those out there, there is always others who are in worse situations than what we think we are in . Sometimes its just hard for ppl to accept reality. But now we're all old, we have to take things seriously no more playing around.
Sometimes we just happen to wonder , why would someone love us . Though we try not to have such a low self-esteem , we just wonder ..... we usually think that we aren't good enough , how could someone possibly love us right , if you say u've never felt tt way , well its either you have a bloody hell high self esteem of yourself or you're just bullshitting yourself . We all would like to know what is it about us that the other person likes. Unknowingly , that is one of the first few questions that you actually ask someone who says that he/she loves you . But sometimes it does suck when the person only said they love you once or twice. I dont get it why is it so hard to say that they love you when they have alr said it before . I guess its just how some people are. Can someone tell me why would they say love other people , but they wont say they love you ? Is it because they are nervous ? But whats there to be nervous about when u've said it before. Thats where i guess maturity comes into place , cause they don't knw hw to react eh ? Things we say about ourselves when we are young , is just real bullshit , sorry to burst bubbles here but tts how i just feel about it , we say we wont do this we wont do that , or we will be like this and tt , when you become older , all that just changes , but if you say it everyday of your life from young, yeah thats how you'll grow up to be . So just hope tt what you tell yourself isnt something that will stop you from moving on in the future. How do you feel when the one you love says they will never get married and that they don't want to, that they don't want a r/s , but they don't want you to leave cause then they wouldn't even have a chance being with you, i just don't get it . They just rather leave it like loving one another without being tgt. What if you wasted all these time , and that person doesnt want to move on with you , its like you both are stuck there, going nowhere and both of you will regret it, if one decides to leave. I believe when we have someone good going on , that we grab hold of it making it ours and not letting it just linger and dangling with loose ends , cause it might just get caught with smth else and get pulled away . You'll never know what will happen , but when it does don't regret tt you didnt take the chance to make it yours. And also how do you feel when you are asking a serious question , and the other person just totally replies something else avoiding the question. It hurts doesnt it ? Secondly they change the subject , and im not the kinda person who asks twice. Avoid it once , and ill just forget tt i even asked that question myself. It just hurts when you get bombed right in the face when yr being serious with something. Maybe its time for miracles. Love is never easy. Once you've loved , don't give up on it. Build on it , Or You'll lose It.

We are Who we Are.
When will you ever understand how i feel and when will you ever tell me how you exactly feel.

2011-02-07T22:12:00.002+08:00

Just watched The Tourist ! Its a bloody awesome show. Both romance and well some action/adventure? (: overall i think its awesome how the show turned out. :D NAISE (:
Angelina Jolie is bloody pretty can ! And Johnny Depp as usual handsome !
Johnny Depp won an award for being the "dunnowhat" man of the year for 2010 ! :D HAHA. smth to do with the looks. You guys should watch this :D If you guys got any nice latest movies to intro do tell me ! :D

Back !

2011-02-05T20:43:00.003+08:00

Hey , just feel like blogging after so long havent been here for some time . Well nothing much has been happening as you all would know . the usual stuff go out slack come home use comp sleep , church on weekends . yup !

well didnt go church today as im feeling sick , having food poisoning , plus im so weak , i have no energy to walk etc.
Somtimes at times like this , i wish that someone would be here with me for me to lean on, someone who would hold me and take care of me.
I also rather feel alone than to make people worried about me . I'd like to silently disappear, from this world.
I just miss 5B'10 .

2010-12-30T04:13:00.002+08:00

Currently in aberdeen , Scotland.

Been here since 24th , Its really nice here. When i reached it was around -10 degrees. Freezing aye ? But i found it alright only my fingers were freezing. Haha and of course my ears ! The timing here is 8 hours difference from singapore . Backwards. In aberdeen , during winter , the day is short and the night is long . The sun sets around 4 ? And rises at 9 ? Very short. Shops here close early too . Well , havent really gone shopping for stuff but ive got a new jacket . Cause i left mine in the airplane. bloody hell. but the new jacket is totally awesome ~ Well , im living in my sister's friend house. They're married and have 2 kids, named Isla and Emily , 7 and 11 respectively . They are soooooo hyper i tell you . and if u think im hyper, oh please. Well , having a great time with them though. The food here are woooow . and they have tons of alcohol. Waiting.. :D and tons of pepsiiii ! feel like drinking one now , but nvm aft i finish blogging. They have 2 dogs and a cat ! Sally , Harry , and Noodles(cat) . THEY ARE BLOODY ADORABLE I TELL YOU . Sally and Harry always love cuddles ! Esp sally ! Noodles , well she hides most of the time ! As im typing this, i can hear her meow-ing away in the hall . lols. my room is one of the children's , its super colourful and ive got a tv in the room as well . so awesome but i dun usually watch it. Got a nice view from my room as well , of a big field (: The temp now is like 2 , feels awesome u knw . When i reach was ard -10 . With snooww. Now all the snow has melted . Sadd...
But we played with snoww~ Snowball fight , SnowWoman. Haaha quite the scary one, had a wig and stuff. Lols. Having morning baths is most awesome ! The warmth ! arhhh ~ and usually im always the first one to wake up and have a bath . Breakfast is usually toast with coffee for me (:
Had chinese food for dinner tonight , Rice with chicken, pork and king prawn with stir fried veg in wine all mixed tgt :D Super awesome ! Went around visiting the family's family. The kids GOT BLOODY ALOT PRESENTS . TONS AND TONS OF EM . They even got a xbox 360 kinect, and we play it to keep ourselves warm ;x hehe ! Quite funn ! :D well , its been 6 days here. :D another 10 days to go . We went visiting museums today . Maritime musem and the art museum. And the weather is all misty today . cant see a shit. Cause the heat went up , and all the ice melt . made the air denser.. and stuff LOL. rly cant see . aniways yupyup will blog soon agn about whats happening. Currently , my darling sister emily wants to created a shared blog between me her and rachel , and andy . ( WE SHALL BRING HIM INTO THE BLOGOSPHERE)
QUOTED FROM THE ONE AND ONLY EMILY JANELLE CHUA JIA HUI. ;D looking forward to that as well . and today's Gayo Daejun performances seems awesome. still waiting for some to be uploaded into YT as i had to go out and i missed it.

Well off for now , (:

2010-09-25T14:13:00.002+08:00

Gotten my ASUS G73JW ! ;D LIKE FINALLY WEE ! ;D

YupYup , this whole week has it ups and downs. Always coming home late ;x haha cause of stupid SSP ! Its like a totalllllll waste of my time seriously . If i want to study , give me a better place. lols i cant study in the freaking hall with so many ppl around , its quite stressful , like exam like that D:

At least ive gotten closer to you , which makes me happy (:
Everytime spent with you , is precious to me . How about you(:

Another 3 weeks or so , so O's . Really stressed out. i must really start studying ! D:

I don't really have much to say this time round , cause nothing much happened ;x

BUT I HAD A GREAT TIME STUDYING WITH ALL MY AWESOME FRIENDS AND TALKING AND PLAYING AROUND! ;D LOVE THEM ALL TMM! ;X

CURRENTLY IM LISTENING TO SERGEANT KERORO SONG SO FUNNY HAHAHAHA ! LAUGHING MY ASS OFF ! WEEEEEEEEEE!

I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU AGAIN BABY ~

2010-09-15T23:21:00.002+08:00

Its been long since i blogged , but i feel like blogging since i went to someone's blog. Haha ~ (:

Well , currently my life is going good and bad , bad thing is that the O's are just coming closer and closer. I just failed my prelims big time , i feel so stupid right now . Hope i do well for O's . i really do hope. I felt so lost in this world , i didnt know what ill do , or what ill have if i fail my O's. LOST.

But then you came along , i didnt know you at all , didnt know u were in the same sch , didnt knw i added u on fb , didnt know anything . But now , in just a week or so , you mean the world to me .
After the previous incident , i thought i didnt need a girl in my life for the way things happen to me. But you, you changed all that in just a few days. You took my heart away like a gust of strong wind sweeping the lonely leaf of the floor to somewhere new . Now im experiencing a love , ive never experienced before . Ill never look back again , cause ive got my eyes set on you . I have no worries about the past anymore , cause i know you might just be the right one ive always been searching for . We've always been near each other , yet didnt notice one another for so long . But im glad i got to know you this year , im glad i am in NA . if i was in express , i wouldnt have met you or anything . This wouldnt have happened. Im not regretting it . I always look out for you now , your in my mind all day . I always tend to smile when i see your name pop out on my phone . I love the way you called me the moment i said i was crying . Im sorry i had to hang up , cause i didnt want to let you hear me crying. The way you always compliment about me , the way you always make me shy :x Well , i just hope you will feel better ! (: God will heal you .

Ill never find another like you . I Love You . (:

2010-08-25T00:05:00.004+08:00

Tuesday

Slept in e morning after wishing YOU good morning ! haha (: Woke up ard 12 plus to 1 . Used to comp a little hear song and sing along as usual ~ (:

Then headed out to vivo to study with Russell Chew . While i walking to BK , i walked past starbucks .. Den i saw a familiar face . so i walked back the other way just to see agn . xD den i waited . i check my phone if i had her number , didnt have . So i just went up to her and asked , Hey you're Ruth right , den shes like yeah ! I rmb you ! :D HAHAHA . Good to see her again , she thought me science in sch as a relief for another "relief teacher" LOL . (: never seen her since then .
look so different noww !

Yup , then had BK with Russell , den while eating i saw Rena , Jie En , Zoey . They didnt see me though , so i called them den they ask me come to the escalator so they can see me , den i went and say hi , and guowei was there ! Dunno where he came from though but yeah ! (: hehe
Studied F&N , then got this children behind me keep on pushing the chair back towards den she put her hair on the back ok my chair den im like er ? so i sat the the edge of my chair ! LOL.
YupYup , studied till 8 den we left back home . On the way back i saw ROYSTON TAN! (:
My brother from another mother ! (:

Yup , reached home then called a friend of mine , talked till 11.30 ++ , Den went to bath and watched Bleach episode , and currently am blogging ! (: hahah ! YupYup, thats about it for the dayyy ! See so many ppl ;x

Hey You , yes you ! You should know this is for you . Thanks for an really awesome friend all these times , i never thought we would be such good friends ! I've actually wanted to know you for a very long time , through others . But i didnt get chance . The first time i saw you , it wasnt the best expression ;x cause u were like all worn out after your camp . But the second time i saw you , its like a TOTAL DIFFERENT expression , i was like woah who is that pretty girl , den i found out it was you den im like HUH?! lols. Totally different ! (: The third time i saw you , i was crazy about yr voice LOL. ITS LIKE OH MY GOD LEH ! (: Then you super hyper somemore ! Cannot stop laughing . goodness. Then watch movie also , u keep like , oh my oh my ! HAHAHA im like err? LOL , its like your those emotional movie type ! So funny ! You really left a good impression ! For having such a good time the movie treat was on me (:
Then ! I got to know you even better after i got your number ! My god . NO SPACES/MANY EXCLAMATION MARK AND QUESTION MARK / TONS OF OMG AND HAHA AND THE BEST OF ALL > HUH!!!!

THE ONLY PERSON IN MY WHOLE LIFE WHO I SEE TYPE WITHOUT LEAVING A SINGLE SPACE ! HAHAH AND GOING HUHHHHHH! SO MANY TIMES ! Haha not bad not bad ! Sucha interesting way of smsing , then i called you , AND YOU REALLY HUUHHH! on the phone as well ! hahah and im like laughing while im typing this ! Then we webcamed after that , its like everytime we talk , THERE IS A GUARANTEE THAT SURE LAUGH ONE . And webcamming and seeing you go "HUHHH!" IS REALLY THE BEST (Y)
CAUSE EVERYTIME U HUH , I LAUGH BUT WHEN CAMMING , GOT FACIAL EXPRESSION TOO ! BEST ! ITS LIKE SO COOL ! ;X AND AND WE ALSO HAVE TOO MANY COINCIDENTAL HAPPENINGS ! HIGH5 ! PIAK ! ;D

Haha ! Well , after webcamming with you , like i suddenly like playing with webcam alr . LOL. and wanna webcam with u soon agn yeah ! (: Must see yr face when u zone out while webcaming , really cute ! And well yeah ! YOU ARE PRETTY + CUTE + AWESOME CHARACTER = ALMOST PERFECT . Dont deny it ! ;x "CAUSE THATS WHAT THEY ALL SAY ! "

ANDAND ! I WONT STAY UP TO WISH U GOOD MORNING ANYMORE ! SORRY SORRY AHHAHAHAHA ! SORRY BOSS ;X HAHAHA . JKJK! ;x I think im going crazy ;x
Well , u asked me to sleep early , now alr 1 . LOL. i better be going . After u kill me arh . I scared! So yup ! Thanks for being such an awesome friend ! Love you truckloads ! Nights !

2010-08-24T06:18:00.002+08:00

Monday

Went to school in e morning for Math Paper 2 . As i was doing the paper the first page , i thought i was going to be okay ! But the moment i turn to the next page , it is like the da bomb man ! DA BOMB ! Then got question 8 and 9 ! FREAKING 12 AND 10 MARKS ! Ohhh myyyy gaawwddd .
It was such a retarded paper . :\ dun wanna talk about it alr .

Came back home and took a awesome nap , well not that awesome actually , i kept waking up every half an hr :\ for 3 hrs . which is like 6 times ... but its okay , cause each time i woke up i had to reply a sms ! :D

Then played around with my webcam's effects and took pic . yupyup ~ den played audi , and stuff. and talked to friends till late .
Now , im still awakeee cause i decided to wish someone good morning before i sleep ~
Im going to sleep as soon as the person starts school (:
Ive got no sch todayyy as ive got no paper . Tmr got oral and mother tongue paper . argh ! Hope everything goes well ! (:

2010-08-23T00:31:00.002+08:00

Today did nothing much , cheri asked me out to go study at carls jr . we did math till 10 den went home . (:

This post goes out to Cally ! (:
First of all thanks for creating ~SERENITY~
Thank God I came to knew you , we have to admit it but , if it wasnt for him , i wouldnt have known you .
I think the fact that i came to knew you , at the moment of your life was fate . I think God , has placed me in your life to help you out for that matter or somehow show you hope .
I am glad that i could make you feel better .
I never knew that i made a impact on you the first time we talked , till you told me. Cause i was thinking what i said wouldnt really help ;x but i guess it did ? (:
I just want you to know that im always here for ya , 24/7 and i will try my very best to help you out , even if it means taking a break from my studies just to do it .
When you told me all those stuff about me , u really just made me very happy , and u also strengthen my will and spirit .
Well , i think you have the potential to be a very awesome girl . Just strive towards what yr heart really wants in this life ,
Im glad u had the same ambition i had , but i guess we cant get it eh ? (: but like i said , there is not much different between them and us .
I just wanna say , i love you for putting your trust in me , and listening to me and also for calling me your bff .
To me , a bff is really a very hard to define , because sometimes the last F goes away . But i hope it stays between us , ill never want it to go away cause i think now , you'll forever be in my heart and memory ,
Our story , is worth to be remembered . How we met , how we came to know each other better , and how it turned out to be a such a good friendship .
You're on my heart just like a tattoo ~ (:
Hope everything turns out right for the both of us !
God Bless You Cally ~
Love You ,

2010-08-21T23:48:00.002+08:00

Hello ppl ! :D Finally back ! Missed me much ? ;x

By now , usually ppl wont be reading this . But maybe some of you still stalking me ? LOL

Well i wanna start of by thanking the Lord , for bringing me through this one week of exams . And blessing me financially . Today's church service was awesome by A.R Bernard. (:

Notes Taken :
He reminded us about the BioPsychoSocialSpiritual Being .

Balance is e key to life . Structure and organizing is our freedom . Values are what u fight for . Core purposes guide your activities . Distractions can rob you of years of growth and development.

Around You - Structure , Growth , Maintenance , Transformation Of Leadership

God saved you not only for youself , but for the help of others.

Choices make our future / Destiny. Choices comes out of your character.

Every problem is a wisdom problem . Psalm 90:12 So Teach us to number our days , that we may apply our hearts unto wisdom .

Greek Word : Yada > Means Wisdom / Discern .

Number : Count / Assign

Teach me to value life , and how to assign things to my life .

Life Track
-Learning Years
-Earning Years
-Investing Years
-Golden Years

Do not retire , as God still wants to use us , as we are the ones who are passing the batons onto the next generation . When we pass a baton in a race , we do not just let go off the baton the moment the next person touches it , we still hold on and run along with them , untill we know they have a proper grip of it , and then lets it go .

As such , we have to make sure the upcoming generation needs to have a better grip of what we pass to them , if not we can not let go .
When we are old , what pastor meant by being available , and not retiring , is something like this.
Imagine u get a phone call , and you pick up , and its someone from the next generation , and you tell them how to do this and explain to them , and u put down the phone , and u know what , u are in a boat in the middle of the sea fishing . (:

Being available all the time , staying connected , staying active in our Golden Years ! (:
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Past few days of the week have been really tiring , due to the prelims ! Ive been sleeping at 4 each night , studying till then and waking up at 530-6 . 1hr and a half . like a zombie eh ! Well at least the last paper was physics when i was bloody scared for , and it did turn out okay . But math and history wasnt that good at all , so was english . Gosh D: Well , next whole week still got exam , i will pull through ! I hope ;x

And to my friend , yes you . You should know who you are , when you read this , Sotong Highness . Thanks for being my friend ! Your one of the best friends i have . The way you laugh , the way you talk , the way you smile and most IMPORTANTLY the way you ARE BLUR is all just heart-melting . You're very caring , though something happened to me , and i wasnt really worried about , your being worried . Thats a very good characteristic . Somehow you are very different from the others , the way you think is much more , matured in a sense . I guess your generation , would contain many good character people . The way you are so open about stuff , makes me feel like i have nothing to hide , u can read me like an open book. Its great to know you ! (:

Just got off the phone not too long ago with adel and joseph , doing their math work . hearing the formulas flying pass the phones left and right and im like in the middle catching them ! HAHAHA . it was rather funny ;x

Sisters have been gone for the past 6 days , another 4 days to go and they will be back from paris . Cant waittt ! :D I miss them ;x

I guess thats all for the night (: Love you people ! Speak of the love of the lord ! (:

2010-08-11T20:19:00.002+08:00

Well , life has been great for me in the walk with the Lord . (:
He really doesnt let you down , and when there seems no hope , he renews yr hope . You'll never be left alone .

Well , im writing after so long cause i think its smth that sld be written and remembered . I DISLIKE PPL WHO PLAY WITH MY HEART.

The reason why i dont get into a r/s is because of this . But it happens even when im not in a r/s -.-
How could someone love the other , but just because of a distance between that person and herself , she can find someone else . And when the person who she likes decided to give her a chance , finds out that she alr got a boyfriend . What nonsense is that seriously . I would have rather you tell me that you got together with a guy , instead of me finding out for myself . After so long , when u sms others that u got , why cant you sms me . When i ask you why u didnt tell me , you say , i dont know how to phrase it to you . Wow, how many days will it take for u to phrase it , what if i never find out . would i still live in this deceit. i think u would have allowed me to live in it , just to cover up for yourself . I never knew u were that unfaithful towards a r/s . Theres nth much im going to say , cause im not the one in the lost , you are. So i have no worries, but im disappointed on what you did , i didnt expect it at all. Well , whatever happened , happened alr. There's no changing things now , even though if things change , it will never be the same , i dun think i would accept you back into my heart . Gone Forever.

Prelims are coming ! Must studyyy . I cant let you take this part of my life and make it worse. Why did i fall for this . Just make me lose my mood .

Well , im sure God has someone out there for me (: Till then , this heart of mine will never be fragile. For this heart is for the love of the Lord , which can never break or be destroyed.

2010-07-18T01:46:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i wonder , why do people take it that , if we are so caring towards yr friends and everyone else , they say you hongster , like seriously c'mon . I love everyone like my brothers and sisters , if you not happy with that den im sorry , thats just who i am , And when they cant say it to our face they go and tell someone that is important to you and try to break that r/s you have with that person .

Sometimes i wonder why they do tt , its either they just don like me being with that person etc .
But well , God put me in earth to show love, as a disciple of him .

Through this , Shall All Men , Know You Are My Disciple , If You Have Love One For Another.

Well , whatever. Its something that i knw i am not , and who i will not ever be . So im not afraid of what that person might wanna say . (:

As for the past few weeks , its been well rather exciting , (: awaiting for my math mock exam results to come out next week ! Had a class party on thursday which was very awesome . Friday had dinner with my cg members and celebrated Xiuzhen(Cg Ldr) Birthday at Astons . Then went to walk around and stuff sit at starbucks , well i kept quiet the whole day , cause i just lost the mood . no idea why . and also there was nothing for me to comment or say about so i just kept my mouth shut . Only someone bothered to come and talk to me about smth that was bothering me :\ To the rest i was like some invisible being. oh well , Have u ever wondered that , u belong to that grp somehow , but u just dont clique with the ppl in that grp , and now the current clique yr in , its like not where you belong , so you kinda feel lost . Feel like the only place where i belong is where my cg members are , cause they are just so wonderful and caring . Its very touching to see that friends u just come to knw for sometime , treat you better than friends who known you for almost their whole life ?. Thats how my cell grp members are. There was this guy in my cg , who wrote to me on my fb , Yoga, its been almost a year since i knw you . and uve changed to become a great person , im so proud of you . And its only been a year. and he said smth like that to me , that a lifetime friend never said before. Friends like this are just so hard to find , im always so thankful that ive met these people . God gave me a new family , to take care of and to show love to . I just dont knw what i would be doing without them in my life. To me , even the slightest help you do for me is the biggest love you shown for me . Im just so in love with my Cell Grp members . Lets grow to become more like Jesus. Today , after church went to eat macs den took a bus to ps , sadly joseph and andy had to go home , so it was left me cheri yao emily , just sat at starbucks and talk about life etc, then we took the last bus home , When i came home went to bath , my sister came home , and i found out we were AT THE SAME PLACE. Just that she missed the bus that i took , she was at the bus stop before mine. Imagine she ran for the bus we would have met , and also she was thinking of going starbucks when i was there but never also. HAHAH SO FUNNEH ! (: But she took the bus with my friend in it , den she commented that she looked super mature but shes only 15. lols hahah ! funny ppl . Its such a nice weather now . Its Rainy , cold nice breeze . Just got a call from a cg member , he so pissed i bet that he called me to complain about someone lols at 2 in e morning. wow eh . Well , thats about it for now i guess . Going to enjoy the night by sleeping like a pig (: heh . oh wait ive got to help my cg member first =X After that gg to sleep ! >< ! Nights Readers.

I Love You God. W461.

2010-06-26T01:10:00.002+08:00

Sometimes there are songs where we actually download , but dont listen to it ? After some time when we come across it , and listen to it , it becomes so addictive ! (:

Well had a great day today due to CG meeting . Learned about what it is to " Having done all , to stand".
Ephesians 6:11-18

Meaning , Having done "all" > All that is in our power . The best that we can do . And to wear the WHOLE armour of God .
Girt Of Truth .
BreastPlate Of Righteousness.
Shield Of faith
Helmet Of Salvation
Sword Of The Spirit.

All these only covers the front of our body , and our back is completely exposed. That is why , that when we're in a battle. We should never turn our back on anything .

Definition of Girt : To Cloth / To Prepare / To Make Ready

We first have to be girded with the Truth which is the Word of God . The first thing that should be worn . Before the armour can put over.

Out of all these only 1 thing that is made for attacking , and the rest for defense . Because we've already won the battle through Christ . The sword is to fend off , because we can never just stand there and get hit and be defending with a shield . We do not fight against flesh and bloody , but against the principalities, against the powers behind it.

(:

2010-06-20T16:57:00.002+08:00

Im currently updating because SHIRLIA ask me to update ! Too lazy xD

Haha ! So yeah life's been great recently , attened church chalet , and it was seriously awesome !
Met the other zone members ! At first didnt know who they were at first but they all so funny and fun to be around ! Helped out with the bbq ~ and stuff , ate super nice food ! (:

Devotions were awesome as well ! (: Got to knw Jessica & Mei Man & Rachel , the other cgls . :D
Same room with Isaac Joseph Eric Andy Wesley ( for a night) and Marcus ( For a night ) HAHAHA!
stayed up late went to the beach ! den walk till 4 plus plus den came back talk till 5 smth. den all fell alseep i slept at 630 . woke up 8 plus den get ready to leave den it rained ! ;woot! den we stayed more , play more MONOPOLY DEAL ! WOOOOOOOOOOO! haha after that day i str away went to buy ! (:

Well overall camp was really cool cause i felt God heard us out ! (: and we had a closer bond !
Glad that i knew u shirlia ! :D im glad u trust me without having a second thought ! i will cherish this friendship we have ! (:

Thanks to all the cgls who helped out with the chalet ! without you it wouldnt have been possible ! Love you guys ! :D

The day we meet again.

2010-06-06T23:36:00.000+08:00

Today cally was going overseas, so she called us to send her off. I met up with Emily and Rachel in the mrt and then weiqin and grace in the later stops , we reached earlier . so we went to this hongkong restaurant to eat , only grace and Emily ate , weiqin drank Milo . Rachel kept asking us some weird guessing games , some were so hard such as the fuzzy wuzzy one ! forever guess also won't know ! Then met perrine and priscilla ! woo ! missed them so much , perrine looked a lil different ! (: we talked and took pics . rachel had to go for chalet so we suppose tag along but then her parents ask her dun go cause they leaving , so we went bugis to eat dinner ! then when we walked away , Rachel forgot to take her shirt , so we went back and took it , den when we walked away agn , Emily reminded me tt I nvr take the book bag ! LOLLL! like wth ? xD

super funny tt one ! :) after that we walk to kinokuniya look at mags den head off to e mrt , sent rach back and went back home ! took a bath ! on my bed right now :) watching the mummy! the rise of the dragon king izzit ? :) yupyup morning got sch ! :( all e best to pris and Perrine on yr test today !

2010-04-16T16:15:00.002+08:00

These few days have been very hard for me . alot thoughts in my head .

And Thanks to those who wished me on my birthday . And special thanks to JieYun , Andy and Russell who bought a cake and a magazine for me ! (: You guys made my day . Love you guys alot .
Yup , parents got me a cake too ! so now got two cakes in the fridge . Heheh ! (:

Currently just blasting songs in my hse , singing along , emo-ing . haha ! (:
going to dinner with XiuZhen , and then to Cell Grp . Cant Wait . the best days of the week is with my cell grp and church ! (:

Just sitting here waiting for time to pass....

2010-04-07T19:32:00.002+08:00

Dearest Audrey Mommy ,
It must have been a long time that we actually had a heart to heart talk . We both are always so busy nowdays , its hard to even see you online , and even if i do , its either late or ive got to go already .

But what im glad is that you actually still care for me , after all these days , its not like the days make us drift apart , but now what we can usually ask is , hows life now . thats the usual questions .
We don't have much crap to talk abt like last time , now its always about life and how stressed it is . We always rant on one another . Well i mostly do . (:

I just want to say that , even though now we're so busy , i hope that we could keep in contact just as much as last time , and that u would tell me everything thats bothering you , (:
and now that your working , life must be really hard for you , waking up to work , getting tired , den come back home rest . den cont the same cycle . oh well , it will be a good experience i guess . I also know how u feel like , when i used to work . I feel you man~

Yup , and just wanna thank you for all the times we've had , and all the advice u've given me , your the best God Mommy in the whole wide world ! (: Love you ttm ! Thanks for sending me the song ! Im so loving it (:

Our eyes close the candle burns away,
But I know the fire still remains
This love is all we need
We fit together perfectly,
I fall, you and I collide .

2010-04-04T11:52:00.003+08:00

Its been long once again . (:

This week , have been going out alot .

Thurs : After school , went to vivo with Russell Jieyun joseph andy micah to watch Clash Of The Titans (3D). It wasnt that bad acutally so yeah . so after movie , Russell and Micah went for Prayer Meeting . Then me joseph andy and jieyun went to Carls Jr to eat .

Before that during the movie i actually ate the whole popcorn cuz they all duwan. den i eat carls jr so slow. and i couldnt even finish it . tsktsk . den they say got forfeit . so my forfeit was to write on the feedback card for carls jr , but write nonsense . den at the back write Happy April Fool's day ,
and pass it to the guys at the counter . LOL . well i did it . Andy havent done his dare yet . After that we went up to the skygarden , and sit down to talk about stuff , den cheri and seb came .. and left . lol. Then we went home too .

Friday : GOOD FRIDAY ! (: Went for lunch with Marc Cheri Micah at Plaza Sing, after that we cabbed to church . we got to seat at the corner , how sad but still it was nice (: Service was great , esp the drama . The girls brought lots and losta friends . lol like 20 + . so it was quite a big grp. den went for dinner at changi , and after that . when going home in the train , we decided to go LAN. (: so me marc micah russell eric yaomin emily kelvin isaac and me went to GameHaven . Played l4d2 , while micah yaomin and emily watched some shows. Then after that me russell isaac eric cabbed back home .

Saturday : Planned for a long time to go out . den in the end the plan kept changing . but still we went out . We went city hall to astons for dinner , then we walked ard , talk and stuff , den andy and cheri left to go home tgt . so only left me russell micah eric marc . We walk to starbucks to get drinks and sit down and talk (: after that we caught the last train , and we headed back home. Reached back ard 12.30 plus ~ tired ! Slept ~

Sunday : currently blogging . Interested in the 11.11 theory . Must Do F&N . (:
Sunday Night : Wa went to play basketball with eric isaac andy and joseph , den play play , then my knee bone moved out of its socket , den i dropped when i was on the floor it turned back in. wow. sensational man ! Lol . but couldnt walk properly , with the help of andy , walk to the coffee shop to get a drink , and with the help of joseph i made it halfway back home . i had to walk slowly through the rest of the other half . but still , thanks so much guys . appreciated . (:

2010-03-18T01:23:00.002+08:00

Today was rather a fun day ! Morning woke up , went to sch to meet boaz william keith . Thanks for buying breakfast for me guys ! Then, Keith and Boaz went to meet Kenneth Chung , and buy paint , then they came back . So mr ezal joined us , helped us paint too ! As usual with the music blasting we did our work , not that bad of a colour , Red. but not too bright either . Then , Kenneth Tay, Yiwei and Jeevan came to help out also . Thanks so much ! :D

We cleared all the nonsense rubbish at the back of the class ! lols. very tiring process. cause it was rly super dirty and alot alot alot crap. We started ard 9-10 , finished ard 6 . But glad we all came tgt to do this . Inbetween play around and stuff . break this break that . lols. hand got cut cause broke the wood with hands . tsktsk . but fun ~ and oh . yiwei tried to break stuff with his foot , and the nail poked him , praying for a fast recovery and hope there isnt any infection. Tc man ! And thanks to all the guys who helped , and thanks to boaz for planning ! Loves ~

So ah , after painting suppose to go lan , then ah i bring clothes to change into and stuff , so happy.. go dover eat all , den he tells me . Eh i need go toys r us to buy smth. He wanted go to Jurong Point to buy , so farr..So im like er.. okay why not go to vivo den from there can take mrt to PS , quite close. Then he like aiya , duwan go lan today lah . follow me go toys r us. I could have just gone home , but instead i just pei him go buy . So go all e way vivo , buy patrick star -.- den go home .

Den his sister called, say eh we going lan wanna go . den he say okay lets go . like WHAT THE FUCK!? I say , can i join, he say NO MY COUSINS GOING . Im like so , can play with them also what . whats wrong with that , he say oh i dunno them cannot cannot. Nbcb ... like c'mon ! Just because i dont know them doesnt mean i cant go right ? Even if my cousins play i would invite what ! more the better ! Why so scared one . and then ah , i also can say .. I principal , den u wan come this sch , i say oh u dunno anyone in this sch , cannot come . Where got liddat right . -.-

So he going to Boon Lay market lan there. den he say SEE I TOLD U SLD HAVE GONE TO JP TOYS R US. Den maybe u could have come. But like u said, its because i dunno them , thats why cant come , so what difference does it make if i go JP! gosh. den ah i want take bus home ah , also cannot , he kpkb , say TAKE MRT WITH ME LAH , TGT TGT . -.- DEN TAKE MRT RIGHT , GET DOWN DOVER , NO MONEY TAKE BUS , BASKET. DEN I WALK HOME ALL DE WAY . HE DUWAN GO ALONE IN MRT DEN BRING ME ALSO BLOODY HELL.

IMAGINE WE GO JP , DEN HE PLAY LAN AT BOON LAY . WHO'S THE ONE GOING HOME ALONE . ME RIGHT!!!!! WALAU EH , NEVER THINK ABT OTHERS. NEVER EVEN THANK ME FOR FOLLOWING OR NEVER SAY SORRY FOR CHANGING THE PLANS IN THE END. FUCK YOU MAN.

2010-03-12T00:31:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps! Long time isnt it.

Today was such a crappy day . stil having fever and flu . rawrs . wake up the moment i wash face and bath . i come out runny nose .. haix. Den never go xcountry today . heard it was boring as hell.

stayed home play audition and hear music on tv ! Yup. Speaking of audition , been on it lately.. and its because of this one person . ---Eclipse.
This person , well , has been with me on audi like 24/7 . Pei-ing me whenever possible . and yes of course there were times where we both wont online the same time , but its not the same when u play with others. cuz u just dont know them so well , but with someone u know much . u feel free to act like yrself .Its like the first thing you go audi to do is check on your buddy list and if the person aint online you wouldnt feel so right.yeah.. Whenever stuff happens , she'll be there to listen ~ and shes got her set of problems too ~ We'll help one another out ~ (:

Well , Eclipse. Im glad ive found a friend in you . Hope it lasts . And thanks for cheering me up each time . and also for the song dedication that u just asked me to listen to. Friends Forever .

2010-03-06T13:09:00.003+08:00

Finally posting ! Lols ~ (: Sorry for not posting for a long time . Very lazy ! >< and nth much happened thats why .

Anyways , Thursday was Russell's Birthday ! (: Xiuzhen asked us all to surprise him . So me andy yaomin cheri darrell met at City Hall , (: walked ard and stuff like that . go look at items in MiniToon ! (:

Then we headed off to the restaurant where they were ! (: So we surprised him ! den i stand behind him he look at the right . cannot see me . haha ! den he look at the left , he saw andy , but i was behind cannot see me ! HAHAHAH ! DEN I WHEN I SAID HI . DEN HES LIKE OH I DIDNT SEE YOU ! HIHI ! LOL!

Yup , then we sang him a happy birthday sooonnng ! (: den ate dinner . I had Crispy Golden Chicken Chop with rice . I THINK CANT RMB :O

Yup , then got to know Jieyun , ex sch member (: seems interested in piercing ! But too bad cannot get ah ! Don Be Sad ! (:

So we all were deciding what to do . den russell and jieyun wanted to go lan . and how could me and andy know someone going LAN and we dont go . abit weird ! SO WE WENT TOO ! MUHAHAH ! And it was Jieyun's FIRST TIME GOING LAN ! my god. shocked.

So , we go to parklane ! (: Played L4D2 . JIEYUN KEPT SHOOTING ME ! OUCHIES ~ (: like game started 1 mins im already on the floor ! lols funny as hell manzxzxz !

YupYup , and she had to take care of us that we reach back home before 12, said by Xiuzhen . Lols . But in the end . its like we take care of her.. walked her back home . den russell and andy went towards ACI bus stop , cuz russell had to take a bus to clementi ~ (:

FRIDAY : STUPID WEATHER MAKE ME SICK . FLU COUGH HEADACHE FEVER. BLOODY HELL? Take panadols and resting nw at home ! (: suppose to go watch movie with Guowei Janice and Evan . but dunno what happen . they decided not to . cuz of some clash . lalala ~

Yups !(: Im off ! :D I WANNA KILL MORE ZOMBIES !

2010-02-17T23:10:00.002+08:00

Havent actually blogged for some time ,

Today was one of the best learning experiences of school time , with the adam khoo programme . Our trainers were , Danny & Candice.

And i promise you , they will make u laugh untill u would have tears rolling down your cheeks~
They make u so hyper that what u actually would not want learn , u are learning it ! :D Like seriously , if u are in a class now .. and the teacher ask u remember 30 words , do u think u would actually bother ? lols no right! they make the atmosphere so fun that u do it and u think of ways to remember . yupyup ~

They really can communicate well with us ! :D too awesome ! Cant wait for tmr's session ! Woohoo (:

Peace Out ~

2010-02-13T11:04:00.002+08:00

YESSSSSSSSSSSS! We won the ethnic dance competition again !

Grats to William , Kenneth Tay , Chung , Yiwei , Boaz , Billy , Jeevan , Isaac , Nikita , Saraphina , Lynn , Rosanne , Megan , Sharon , Hema , Eveline . and not forgetting Mr Ezal for that awesoem start .

You guys did a great job ~ Loves ~

After that went home and use comp and stuff den went out to church service with andy , late like siao . den we go for second service which ended at 9 . lols . den we went to bedok eat mad jacks. woo. super filling man . (: Then isaac parents picked us up ! with a van . the open back one den we all sit there . me andy isaac eric joseph ! lols den we talk alot , wave at a bus full of china tourists . lols tt was super funny man i swear . fun night fun night ! :D

2010-02-10T17:17:00.002+08:00

Ive never posted so long , ive been busy lately , coming back late or just tired as hell . Yesterday had physics test , did not go so well though , today had F&N test . it went well abit i guess? hahah cuz i actually studied for it ~

Yesterday went to vivo after sch with andy , to get my valentines present , and wingsze's birthday present , den andy's valentine's (:

Then i saw marie and dylan at vivo :D lols ~ they were wearing sch uni cuz they did not have their own sch uni yet ~ so funny . we talked about sch and stuff , den we went our separate ways . den i had to go back to sch to actually get my F&N book , so i called boaz help me take cuz i cant enter sch with my outfit ... den i told andy , imagine we actually see wingsze outside sch , den she knw see the present , den he say where got so lucky one . lols~ den in the end really sia . i waiting outside sch , she walked behind me . ROARR. lols . Talk about being lucky ~

Then i went home after that , rest abit eat subway , den ride to saraphina's hse to study F&N cuz she no TB so me and andy ride there and she also called sharon over . so we sat at the lobby and study , sharon and saraphina keep on laughing ~ lols ! yupyup , i was so tired nth was getting into my head ! den i went home sleep ! lols . morning wake up study ! . hahah !

Then today , quite okay . we actually have both the benches in our class now ? lols funny as hell. slack day ~ today they having the ethnic performance rehearsal ~ hope it goes well for them :D !
Our class must winnn D: : D

2010-02-06T19:50:00.002+08:00

Today , go sch in the morning for F&N class. Even though ive finished my TA. still need to re-do and touch up on stuff because very little information . Then we as usual use msn and facebook . hahah ! Then disturb miss lily ~ the usual . super funny . then rach sms me at that time den i forgot to silence my phone , woah den miss lily hear and went nuts then take my phone lols ! then i took back from the table den she take back . went on and on ~ :D

Then after all that, me kenneth chung andy jeevan yiwei go out of sch suppose go buy food , den saw richelle . talk talk . den we go buy food . den yiwei chung jeevan go to ian's hse . i went home eat . but then so boring that i went over ian's place also . woah super fun day ~ haha talk along side the pool with the guys and girls . played a lil game of table tennis with bordin ~ then after that play bike abit with isaac , then go ian hse play carrom with kenneth tay , chung and bordin . haha I WONNNN ! YEAHHH ! ;D super hilarious that game. unbelievable moves . :D

Yup then michelle cook for us INSTANT NOODLES ~ THANKS MICHELLE ! we ate , use comp talk . den went home . (: yupyup ~ Thanks for the day guys ! :D

2010-02-04T20:52:00.002+08:00

Rahhhhhh ! :D

Today was rather okay , miss sham didnt come to class becuz she had some course thing so we kinda like have a free period thing. but got relief teacher and it was someone from my encounter camp . haha her name sld be yelin , if im right. aniways. den after school , went home hear music bath and stuff then met rachel at Dover Mrt , then bring her to fusion to meet emily to eat , den we go there sit down talk talk , den wait for andy to come, den we all ate . bloody hell , no more baked rice. den we ate baked pasta . eeeee. not nice can ! D: Paid for everythingggg ! lols its a treat for her . then , after that we slowly walk back, suppose to do some catching up with yiwei , but then it was such a fail . EPIC FAIL ACTUALLY. its suppose to be like sitting down somewhere talking , end up meet beside sch bus stop traffic light talk . den dunno what to talk also cuz there was just no atmosphere . then after that rosanne wingsze and nicole walked out . my gawd. lols

It was bloody hilarious okay . lols . rosanne gave me a weird weird look . while wingsze was laughign awayyy . lols . then after that we crossed over to take a bus . walau crowded . :\ cuz 74 . so we go to dover mrt agn , took a train , emily dropped at JE , den me and rach drop at lakeside . so we wanted buy bread. but then they did not have the 1 dollar promo . so we like , sld i wait or not . den we waited , we go sit down beside the store the stairs. kept looking inside . den like 7.43 alr , we walked back home cannot wait. den after i send rach home, i walk back , the promo was on alr. HAHAHAHA . and rach said 7.45 sure got , but anyhow say . den really sia . hilarious shit man seriously . The Noobies Club ! <333

2010-02-02T22:53:00.002+08:00

Today went riding after school . super funny . fell down while trying to cross this stupid pond for fun ! :D den fall, but then i tried to stop myself , den slip and fall into pond . all wet ~ hahahah so funny i tell you ! tsktsk .

waiting for my snsd album to arrive : D sorry for not blogging these past few days yeah . been really busy with homework and stuff like that . haha (: Loves ~

2010-01-31T00:25:00.003+08:00

Today was quite awesome :D

5B&5C bbq was super happening manzxzx i swear ~ :D we had so much fun cooking and talking . hehe . got closer to some of the guys ~ and glad to see that everyone's having fun . makes the atmosphere better ~

then after our bbq , went to andy's p6 bbq . meet him . met up so many pri sch friends ! ahhh they all still rmb man! shocking (: help them cook a lil . but the reason i went there was some other reason . haha to see someone actually ~
then 6c was so funny ~ they keep on trying to cook their marshmellow but the fire not strong enuf . was having a hard/funny time . hehe . after that send rach to her dad's car den after that send dehong back to his hse , me and andy ride while he walked . lols ~ (: poor thing .

Yups yup ~ today was a great great great great day ! Thanks 5B&5C&6C'05

2010-01-28T21:55:00.002+08:00

Today , supposed to have lunch with emily , but cannot cause some of them couldnt make it . so i decided to go home , den yw said he want to cycle . so i was like why not we all cycle also .together . so yw had to stay back in sch , so me ian and andy ride down to queensway to have lunch , william met us there. then we send william to town den back to sch to meet yw . then wait for yw at sch outside for 20 mins , den he say cannot ride alr . den we're like wtf ? .....
so we left , go to bukit timah there , like holland somewhere there . ride then get lost in the private housing estate there. MAD UPHILLS MAN I SWEAR MADDD! now my legs acheing like siaosiao D:

oh well . it was great though :D not a boring day alone at least ! :D hehehe .

2010-01-27T20:33:00.000+08:00

Nothing much happened this past few days , today had lunch at dover with nesh jeevan nikki and PERRINE! lols . good to see her agn .

then went mother tongue class , haiyo cannot concentrate. so tired. came home . use comp play blackshot with andy jeevan . hmm . hope these days would be better ! (:

AND YES CHAPEL WAS BETTER THAN LAST WEEK . LOLS! (:

tomorrow will be having lunch with emily ~ dunno if totally works out but see how if everyone can make it (:

Loves y'all ~ :D

2010-01-24T07:38:00.002+08:00

Saturday : Woke up in the morning at 10 am ! lols , den bath and got ready den ate chicken rice and watch tv . den somehow i suppose to leave at 11 , but then i got glued to the tv cause i was watching the disney channel movie since it started and it suppose to finish at 11.30 . so i actually stayed and watch , was suppose to meet emily at 11.45 near her hse . but instead I LEFT AT 11.45 ! hahaha so i met her at cck instead , then we took a bus ride to bedok , which was like 2 hrs or smth like that . Then when reach bedok , like suana sia . burning hotttt ! But still i wasnt late ! muahah ! rachel came later than me ! Wee. So me and emily walked around Bedok while waiting for rachel to come . Then we waited at the Mrt Station . how i wish it was air conditioned, turned out to be FANS ! at mrt . useless . still super hot . den we stand near the fan wait . suddenly my sister came Oo!? haha cause she also meeting her friend at bedok . so she come talk talk wait for her friend , den she went off . Then rachel came a few moments after .

Then we went to take a bus to ECP , i think we suppose to get off later but we got off at the first stop of ECP , den we had to walk like damn far , lols . Then it was so hot that we all alr dieing! Seeking any possible shelter . So we walk walk , reach BK , we go inside sit . Cause of the aircon . Rachel said its like heaven lol. After that we go rent bikes . and started riding , den since rachel beginner , slowly learning but fast . But there were some stuff that made it hard for her which i am not going to say lols. ride ride , then me and rach infront while emily was at e back , den she suddenly disappeared , den we like where the hell ? lols so we waited on the way , when she came back , she actually got into a accident with one of the other rider , they were japanese i think ? from the looks of it . then emily was okay though not much injury , then the guy help her fix her gears , thats why it took long , so we continued riding . den got this downhill slope where rachel crashed into me ! hahah ! scary manxzx. but she fell , but heng no injury only like blue blackshish at one spot , no bloody nothing . Thank god ! Then ah , HER SLIPPER BROKE LAH ! den i was like hmm can fix one , cause the strap sld be able to go through the hole . but i turn around the slipper , the hole only halfway though the slipper so u cant slip through and tie ...
So i lended her my shoes. while i rode bare footed . HOTTTTTTTTTTT! lols imagine riding barefooted on bike paddles ! *Sensational* < Being sacarstic . LOL.

then we ride to a nearby slipper shop , den so mannyyy type of slipper but some not trustworthy . yupyup , den she bought a pair of slippers , den the shop lady ask her , do u want to wear it now , den rachel replied yes and the lady asked , do u need a plastic for yr shoe . den rachel say its not her shoe . STRAIGHT away the lady turn at look at me with a face that i cant describe , damn cheeky lol . okay whatever .. then after that we went back to our bikes , and our bikes were beside this restuarant or smth , DEN LAFFYETTE was inside ! den he saw me so he came out , if not i would not have known that he was inside at all . Quite coincidental , i just talked to him on msn few days back and i see him yst ! hahah , then he said he will be taking over my class SS lesson on feb , due to some reason maybe mr ezal cannot come ? lols yupyup cant wait. wanna see how this is going to turn out . Then , me emily rachel went into macs and sit , enjoy e aircon , lol den left and return the bikes , took pictures first . then we walk to the bus stop , heading to Plaza Sing , walau the bus was like super full can ! tsktsk . So when we reached PS , we went to eat at the food court , emily ate some soup thingy which i din know what it was , i drank lime juice till im full lols. rachel ate like 3 dishes ! lols ! Rachel's Food Marathon ! Then some auntie came along , the cleaner , super funny . say share a spoon with him lah . den shes like oh hes on a diet ! hahahah the auntie cute sia . Then we eat finish go walk ard abit then go to the mrt , then after awhile , got this freaking 3 china men beside us , who were like so disgusting , looking at rachel . then tried to get closer . cbs. lol den i stare at the guy who was wearing the pink shirt, at least he looked somehow less cb-ish than the rest . lol yup , keep on staring at them , cause they stare at rach . lol then then , we moved to the other carriage they din follow good , so emily got off at Jurong east , den when the ppl cleared , those 3 idiots start moving closer , lols den me and rach moved 1 pole further , den they eventually stopped . assholes man this kind . i cannot imagine if they stalk -.- yupyup , den dropped rachel off at lakeside , while waiting for her dad she actually bought 7 breads ! waaaa all super nice one D: lols then sending her song halfway , her daddy came , so we just wait for at least the one song to finish sending . Then after that said farewell to her and her daddy and i went back home .

Reach home , FIRST THING BATHE ! lols then drank a cup of HL strawberry milk , dun ask why strawberry , long story . lols then i went to bed alr , uber tired . Bad romance is stuck in my head cuz emily and rachel kept on singing it . arghh ~ (: yupyup

23.01.10 > Currently the best day of my life !

P.S . Rach . I'll send u the song some other time , alright . and upload those crazy emo/funny pictures ! (:
Emily . Thank God for everything that has happened yeah ~ (: its his blessings !

2010-01-23T10:58:00.002+08:00

Friday , finished sch , come home , then ate and watch naruto , suddenly become filler also i guess ~ haix.

Then after that went riding , got to yew tee and meet emily den spend time , den came back home den cont riding to queenstown den meet their cell group , den ride back home . nothing much else . haha . (:

2010-01-21T08:07:00.003+08:00

Yst night went out with andy russell and cheri after tamil class , wanted to study , but then i duwan to be alone so i went out with them and got some work done , den go vivo . i and cheri ate BK while andy and russell ate Carl's Jr . haha ! super full leh . den we go refill for andy drink den put ALOT ALOT ALOT lemon inside ! ahaha (:

Then after that we talk talk den go back home . (: den i study physics. while studying got some things happen which im not going to say . but it really pissed me off . which made me lose my mood to study -.- .

oh well . going to be PE in the next lesson ~ haha see ya ~

Cont.

After school , came back home . watch bleach eat a little , den slept all the way till 12 am . LOL !
Then woke up , took a bath , use comp . till around 1.30 . AND I PREORDERED SNSD OH' ALBUM ! ohmygoshohmygosh ! lols. sld be recieving it by feb 10 . Cuz release date of the album is 28 Jan ~ yupyup . Cant wait ! :D

2010-01-20T06:13:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not posting for the past few days , Been quite busy .

Sunday : Went to church with andy and cheri , darrell couldnt make it . haha ~
Then went to KAP to study , but study abit talk alot , haha . it was great though .

Monday : Go sch , wa like slight fever irritating :\ so cold somemore when sit inside F&N room , then , after that sch finish didnt go for MT class i went to take medicine sleep , woke up den went to meet janice , did some math hmwk , while she did NOTHING . (: lols

Tuesday : Chapel was the worst of the entire 4++ years in this school . dunno what happen. D:
Then sch lessons was as usual , very tiredddd , then go home sleep . wake up , den meet guowei for dinner then on the way back we met zoey , den she go home while me and guowei studied under my block , janice came after her bath , haha . lateee ~ she did geog ... but didnt finish i suppose . yup then after that walk guowei back home den i go back home bath , and slept .

God Will Judge Everything , Love One Another As God Loves You .
These past few weeks , ive gotten back in a closer relationship with God , and i know he is answering my prayers for some of the people that needs it , Well , all ends well in God's Grace.

2010-01-16T12:39:00.003+08:00

Friday : After school , went home to eat lunch and rest , den me andy russell went riding for fun , go to WCP , ride around den go home by some long way , got this maddd uphill one . lol den my left leg injured on thurs so i usually using my right leg's power , den after that go home right , straight away bath and change den go to andy's cell grp, lol we were latee , den andy called emellene to come along. so then we had a time of worship and praise , den talk abt our goals for 2010 , den play games also , den go for dinner at this wonderfull porridge shop . it rocks man !! haha ! near outram there. had alot of talk during dinner with marc and the guys , then yup went home after that . straight away bath and sleep . lols . legs aching . (:

now going to go church with andy ~ soon . ard 3 there. another 2 hrs to go . lols. (: will update tonight!

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Why must chinese new year fall on 14 feb and why must 14 feb fall on a sunday . Is there any way ! *Thinking* lols
COMMONER FTW. lols right ? Seashell . (:

2010-01-14T22:29:00.002+08:00

CURRENTLY AT ANDY'S HOUSE ! LOLS

Today , go school like super long day . go for P.E , went for the obstacle course thing, wa then i tried to be funny , i try go run across the line end up falling down on my left knee , -.- walau eh pain leh . haix haix haix . now put the stalonplas thing or whatever , instead of reliefing pain , like no difference = . =!

Then math and physics 3 period agn . haix every thurs sure die one ... Then fairsian connect was uber lame plz. S2C = the dunno what suggestion thingy for the sch . as usual all same suggestions . sofia made the extend recess thing , then our class wrote not to change into uniform right after P.E lesson . SHOULD HAVE ALSO WRITTEN , TO ALLOW US SIT IN CANTEEN DURING FREE LESSON LUH . ALSO NOT EATING . SIT ONLYYYYY.

Yupyup , den after that go home ... eat , den listen music and fell alseep , wake up ard 6.45 liddat den went to eat dinner with andy russel joseph xiuzhen and andy's mom , eat alot alot alot leh :\
Diao , liddat how lose weight lols . Then tomorrow still deciding if going riding or not . Stupid leg see how . Well yup going to go back soon ~ then sleep ! OMG MATHS -.- nevermind can make it one .

2010-01-13T23:21:00.002+08:00

Had a normal school day (: Then went MT class . super tired after that , came home watch bleach and eat dinner . Then called andy , cuz he wanted me go to vivo , so i went , so it was me russell andy cheri darrell mabel and 2 other guys . Then we sit down at superdogs and talk talk talk , then very bored so we walked around , walking into phone shops ! AHH I SAW LG CHOCOLATE FOR THE DUNNO HOW MANY TIMES ! EACH TIME I SEE I WANT ! LOL

So after that mabel and 2 guys went off , then me andy darrell russell cheri go to the top and sit down and slack , since the weather so nice . den we talk about alot stuff (: its really great to talk with russell especially . Got like common things to talk about u see . heh ~

Yep talk till 1030 liddat den we left . Just came home ~ Going to bed soon .Nights~

P.S : Russell, God will show you the way . We'll all pray for you ! All the best ! (:

2010-01-11T20:59:00.000+08:00

HAVE I FALLEN IN LOVE WITH WHOM I LOVED ONCE BEFORE ?

2010-01-10T10:07:00.002+08:00

Lost my phone on friday , bloody hell .. go clementi the guy say must go to bukit batok to do , den go there , do but cannnot transfer the old money into the new one , -.- stupid . den from there go to novena , meet billy den go to rosanne house there for her birthday bbq , then after that go her hse ahwile slack , den cab home with andy and kitsing , den got down from cab and talk talk till around 1.30 plus and went home , den today yst i top up card right the money never go in , but my dad alr threw away the top up card . now im like fucking pissed off seriously . mom scolding me like mad for being careless , semo careless i top up , put on my wallet , he go throw my fault meh -.- den scold scold scold . haixxx whatever lah , i no choice but to buy a new one . no money alr she also wont give , so i guess ill just have to draw from bank then , no choice . My life is screwed this past few weeks . Is there anything good that will happen for me :\

2010-01-07T23:20:00.002+08:00

Today had sch as usual ~ First Lesson of P.E . Height and weight and gyming .

Rosanne could do the leg lift till the max !!!! Hahaha ! Gratz Rosanne (:
Then after that 3 math and physics period . Siann... so long , but okay . After sch go to ngee ann poly for open house . we like walk ard our own liddat . lolx! den we were let off to go anywhere after 4 smth , so i and andy went home , den when reach home , decided to go eat at commonwealth , so we ride . but then wanted call eric and isaac , but isaac cannot so we go dover find eric . Ian called say he wannna join so we wait for him , den we went on ahead first to queensway there the coffee shop , the western store there is awesome ! 3 dollars for chicken cutlet and butter rice ! AWESOME! AND CHEAP ! ;DDDDDDD i recommend u guys go there !

Then we went on ahead to redhill to great world to Chinatown den down to city hall den suntec city , den plaza sing den back home all e way ! (:
It was an awesome day . Ian went crazy a little today (: heh ~
Andy hope yr okay ! no bad injuries !
Loves !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROSANNE ! :D

2010-01-05T21:51:00.002+08:00

Today was a rather stupid day ? ....

Principal give us yellow form just cause we sit in canteen during our free period . this is really super bullshit. what kinda rule is this .. sit also give yellow form . nonsense right... sch rules are getting weirder and weirder ! Well , have a new chemistry teacher ! Seems nice . (:

2nd days alr got homework . tsktsk . oh well, tmr got F&N ! Good Game . ! yupyup nothing much happened today aniways (:

2010-01-05T00:37:00.000+08:00

First day of sch as usual is boring , chit chat with friends , sch have alot alot alot talks. den stuff like that , then after sch cut hair with andy , den went to meet joseph they all at bugis den they all left , me and andy went to find Emily , pei her during her break time , den after that we meet russell and emellene . den go walk around , den had dinner , LJS . (: had a great talk with russell today !!! :D yupyup ! (:

Going to bed nows ! :D

2010-01-04T06:17:00.001+08:00

SCHOOL!

2010-01-03T02:09:00.002+08:00

Today was a really boring start , stayed home in the morning , watch final destination 2 cd , den after that use comp awhile , den audrey mommy say she going bugis , but not sure if she going , but then her friends on the way alr so i couldnt get to meet her , den i went to rest on my bed , den ian called me to go riding , and since ive got nth to do , and im bored and ive never ride with him in a long time , so we went riding around, den i thought of gng to bugis since audrey would be there , so we ride all the way to bugis , got lost sometimes lol , called billy our directionist . (:

So we were at bugis , but then audrey's friend in the end couldnt make it , so she also din come, and if she come also abit waste trip so ita alright (: then , billy said he passed by bugis , so i call him ask him where he was and he was at central , so we head down to central and meet billy , den slack there watch the ppl do the bungee jump . lols , den my sister's friend saw me from behind , and she said hi but ive no idea how she know its me , lol den slack slack till 11.30 den we left back home , came back at 12.32 (:

Glad that we a had a great riding night today . (:

To Audrey : Hahaha hey , its alright dun have to be sorry for it (: i dun mind it at all yeah .
To Audrey's Friends : Hey u two ! (: dun feel sorry for it alright , i hope that you both are better with each other now , no quarrels alr okie dokie ! Its always a bad thing to quarrel , and its not yr fault aniways if u guys think it is ! (: stay happy ya ! Nights !

2010-01-01T13:58:00.002+08:00

Thursday & Friday : Went to watch The Fourth Kind . Its an awesome movie . Then wanted to play lan so go parkway lane there , so i thought of calling andy cuz he usually go there , so as i was calling andy , i saw ERIC. lol hahaa den i hang up , den im like they all there . den i call andy agn , den he say he comign to ps. HAHAHAH ! SEE IM RIGHT ! (: so they also wanted play lan but no slot , den we go to Jcube , also no slot , we sit outside wait for like half an hr plus plus . den we go in play only for 1 hr . lol .

Then , after that we went to eat LJS and met the girl group , den we all go to marina there , to watch fireworks , so we sit down on the highway there (: thats where the crowed suppose to stand .
So we were there around 8 or 9 ? den we talk talk talk untill before 12 , den countdown . enjoyed the fireworks ! hehe . After that , me andy joseph marc decided to ton overnight playing lan , so we asked eric and isaac and cheri if they can , and they can ! :D but we did not go lan first cuz of cheri , (: we went to buy food enjoy time talk . and stuff . den wait for cheri go home , den we all go lan (:

Play play play . Den Marc decided to leave ard 5 or 6 liddat cuz he was tired , the rest of us continued to play untill 12.11 :D and just came home . super tiredddd . but the sleep went away ! (:

Thanks to those who smsed me a happy new year, and didnt get a reply early cuz my phone was dead , paiseh . Love y'all ! (:

2009-12-30T01:16:00.001+08:00

Today did nth much , went to watch AVATAR 3D with my sister just now . its an awesome show guys ! u sld watch it (: its so awesome u'll wanna watch it again !! just reach home around 5-10 mins ago . well yea , ive lost the mood for words all of a sudden. Bye .

2009-12-26T23:48:00.001+08:00

Thanks to rosanne for calling me and waking me up in the morning to ask me to come to church today ! So i woke up den bath and stuff and went down to beauty world , to meet rosanne and joylynn first.. so they were studying and i ordered bake rice . and i couldnt even finish it , then we walk to cold storage ah or fairprice , haha but it was ssoooo cold ! brrr .. we bought youghurt and spoons for Andy ,

Then we walked to the church , and we had cell grp time , so they were all talking about stuff , den we played " Concentration" Game . haha i tio forfeit had to do catwalk ! hahah and i had to choose a partner ! So i called Warren ! (: No hard feelings man ! (:

Then alot other forfeit also , funny ones ! (: and thanks to andy for making for us the Youghurt thingy ! (: appreciated .

Yup and service was just so great ! Made me realise some stuff (: Glad i went today . then had dinner with their cell . super funny man warren , keep making us laugh ! hahah thanks man ! (:

Well a thank you to all (: Loves ! (:

2009-12-26T06:01:00.001+08:00

I HATE THIS FEELING!

2009-12-25T23:27:00.002+08:00

Its christmas ! (: and i actually stayed home the wholeee dayy (: Was suppose to go joylynn house to celebrate her bday, den dunno what happen so it got cancelled . So i ended up cleaning all my drawers full of papers and books ! haha took alot of time man . need to see which need to keep ! yupyup den clean up my hamster , and ate lunch , watch lord of the rings : The Two Towers den slept cuz the weather was just so nice ! Then i woke up watch tv abit more . eat dinner and rest agn , nothing much to do aniways . haixx !

2009-12-25T01:30:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS ! (:

2009-12-24T21:47:00.002+08:00

HeyHeyHey (: Today was quite a rush day ! heh , tomorrow is joylynn's bday ! so me and noelle are going to celebrate with her . but we havent got her any presents so we decided to buy tomorrow itself . BUT THEN MY SISTER REMINDED ME ! TOMORROW IS CHRISTMAS ! MOST GIFT SHOPS ARE CLOSEDDDD ! den we panic-ed ! (:
Then Noelle was like OKAY LETS GO NOW !!!! HAHA . so we got dressed upp and left for Vivo . We thought we going to walk around alot . like take super long to decided but not bad we actually found nice stuff in less than 20 mins ? So we got it all pink ! Cause Joylynn likes pink ! then we went and buy for Andy some items too (: . den after that we both havent eat so we wanted to eat. we went back to dover market to eat . But when we reach there all the market shop close ! Only the chicken rice stall was open . Thank God For That Chicken Rice Stall Auntie ! (:

If not we would not have anything to eat ! sobsob . So we talked about stuff and we went home . just around 2 more hrs more to christmas everyone ! (:

To The Lame Face Club : Cant wait for sundaayyyy ! :D heh !

2009-12-23T23:28:00.004+08:00

Woke up , was looking forward to the next bleach episode ! but it took so long to sub ! haha maybe the subbers on holidays also : O

So played dotA and Blackshot with friends , till around 5 , den i felt super super hungry so asked guowei janice noelle and wingsze if anyone wanna have dinner outside , Guowei couldnt cause mom alr cooked food for him , in the end noelle could . so i first had to meet guowei cuz he had a christmas present from xiuyun for me . a packet of sweets ! (:

After that went to meet noelle , at ntuc there . den wingsze also joined us well she was there before me ! Den wingsze got a haircut . which didnt even look like she got a haircut ! haha Sorry wingsze but its true . Then we bought dinner and went to noelle's new house and eat and watch drama !
Those two ah , really hyper manzxzx . the moment u say smth funny or smth funny happens , they laugh at it untill you laugh at them but not at the thing that is funny ! hahahah ! Also got to know that NOELLE CANT MULTI - TASK! . Then they talk about some ghost thingy near dover or whatever . lol scaring themselves. so after the drama finish we left the house and went back home . so walking back that time ah , can hear them scream so loud ! tsktsktsk . Oh well thanks for dinner aniways you guys !

Lets go to that place where its scary alright ! (: once ! : D

WE'RE THE LAME FACE CLUB ! (:

2009-12-23T00:47:00.002+08:00

Tuesday : The usual everyday life of my morning . (: wake up do all the crap

Then , play games with the usual ppl (: hehe . Then i was kinda hungry so i decided to go down to food court buy some food of course (:

THEN I SAW JANICE FROM FARRR AWAY . (: so i called to make sure if its here after anyhow think wrong person . so it was actually her . So follow her go NTUC . den go there right , WALK WALK WALK , den she forgot what her mom wanted her to buy , den she walked out and go home . Totally gay ... lol so she follow me buy lunch den go back home. After lunch , play somemore den andy asked me if wanna go lan with Marc , den i see EH MARC GOING ! den i str away , awesome im coming ! haha ive never seen marc in such a long time alr ! missed him lots ! if he nt going i also wont go . lol (: so we go play lan at IRC at PEACE Cente .

Played L4D2 . Lol , play against eric isaac and dunno who ther friend and christopher . 1 game we owned them in less than 5 mins LOL . FUNNY !!!!!! Fastest Match ive ever played in L4D2 .(:
Den after that went macs eat dinner , den went back home !!!! and now blogging heh . going to bed ard 3-4 ? (: yup thats about it . Nights ppl !!!

2009-12-22T02:29:00.002+08:00

Monday , Morning wake upp early agn D:

Went to meet guowei at sch bus stop to pass him the 2pm album , den asked him to follow me to school for awhile , cuz im meeting rosanne to give the sec 5 form thing to the G.O , den check out what books we needa buy , then yup after that follow ros walk to dover buy drink den she going to meet gladys to buy assessment books at TOA PAYOH ! and she ask me to follow , no way so far : (

haha so she wanted take mrt but den decided to take taxi , so she wait for me take bus and she went off to take taxi , den i took bus to clementi to return DVDs! 4 days late , and she didnt even charge : O . thats so nice of the storekeeper. (:

Yup, den after tt went back home , blast music as usual, play computer till around 7 plus ? den i went to sleep for awhile , was tired , den woke up ard 12 - 1 . Den talk to guowei and audret till 2 . den now , being bored ! heh ! (: going to play some games to occupy myself ! (:

Nights people !

P.S : Joseph , Your link isnt working . Lol

2009-12-21T02:32:00.002+08:00

Sunday : Slept at 7am , woke up at 10am . tsktsk , sleep deprived ! Well yup , den went out to meet Nick , Matt , Junior , NS , Cheese, and the other guy im not too sure i forgot his name , woopsies . den went to vivo walk walk , go into N.G , stroll ard den come out, hungry hungry ~ den slowly walk ard find kfc but cannot den end up eating LJS ! (:

Got to know NS and CHEESE , the other guy quiet quiet . tsktsk . well somehow will get to know em better soon . so we talked talked . Matt intro me to them say , IM A VERY KIND PERSON . lol . EVERY SMS HE SEND ME CONFIRM GOT SMILE ONE . " den im like oh izzit?! haha den laugh it off . (:

Hmm after that we wanted to go play lan ~ so we went to Douby Ghaut , there like no space ... but before that junior left cuz he din wanna go , cuz he duwan play also . but its alright . no worries man! i also left cuz needed to go out to get some stuff ! (:

So after i left i went to meet Jie en & Janice at Forever 21 at Somerset . Shopped up and down up and down ! : O den in the end i still havent get my gift , so they go shop i go find my gift , den walk into the ACTION CITY . den walk up and down dunno what to get , was looking at the lamp with clock , lol ! but ex ah . tsktsk ended up getting a chocolate notebook ~ hehe quite cute (: den after than go clementi wait for guowei den take bus to joylynn's hse ! L-A-T-E . Haha ! Den go there talk talk . Saw kitsing ! :D yeah . mostly talk alot here and there . Then play icebreaker ! and whats that dunno what say name den must smack that person . haha and then after that was the bang one , the person squat den the 2 ppl at the side must say each other name , haha . im sure u guys know it right ! (:

Yup , then continued to play BINGO . Was in Glady's Grp . We won third ! (: yiipie . first was Rosanne ? Followed by Joylynn , haha then eatttt ! :D Well i only ate 1 chicken :D quite okay . (:
Yup , theenn ! we all like put our presents in the middle ! So i was standing beside Noelle , i was like EH YR PRESENT BIG EH ! den shes like yeah its a lamp with a clock . i was like NO WAYY. den i ask her from where , den she goes " oh dun tell you " den she look at my gift the plastic bag and goes " OKAY SAME SHOP" lol! imagine we both buy same ! den we exchange gift with each other . hilarious . (: yup yup ! i got the Ferrero Rouche and Kinder Bueno Gift . Whose ever it is , THANK YOUUU ; D awesome chocolates ~ (:

Then yup after that talk and talk somemore ^^ Had a nice chat with Andy abt life . Haha . Get to knw alot alot alot ppl ! :D super fun i tell you weeee ~ Hyper manzxzx.
As usual started spamming pictures all over , here and there. ! then ard 11 smth alr we had to go . den I FOUND OUT THAT NOELLE AND WINGSZE LIVE AT DOVER? IM LIKE WHAT?! haha so now we have 2 more members to join the Dover Gang (: hahah ! yupyup ! den we slowly walking to the bus stop den jie en came running to us say , MY MOM CAN DROP U ALL AT DOVER MRT : O So we all got on squeezed in ! :D haha Janice , Noelle , Wingsze all sit at the back ! uber funny the guys in the middle ^^
But then we got down at Sch there, alvin took a cab home from there. (: den left me noelle wingsze Guowei , talk crap den walk back home . ALL SHIFTING HOUSE NEAR TO ME ! HOHO. Ownage . Every Night Party downstairs ~ lol . Yupyup after that came homee bath . den go online , shockingly like ard 9-10 ppl online from the bbq . woah . all add into one conver den talk. awesome ! (: Now then finish . So i get to finally finish up blogging abt the day : D
Memories Never Forgotten .

P.S : Dover Gang . Cant wait for sch oppen ! :D NOELLE IS EXCITED LOL . wanna scare ppl !

A HUGE THANKS TO JOYLYNN FOR HOSTING AT HER PLACE , AND ANDY FOR BBQ-ING FOR US ! AND JIE EN FOR INVITING ME . AND EVERYONE ELSE FOR THEIR PRESENCE ! ;D YOU GUYS ROCK!(:

Going to bed soon , Peace out . Luvzxzx

2009-12-20T06:15:00.002+08:00

Saturday : Did nth much agn . the usual boring day , use comp play audi ~ met some fun new friends : D hehe . den after that play blackshot , kept switching inbetween ~ and finally man ! AUDITION GOT G.DRAGON - HEARTBREAKER , SS501 - LOVE LIKE THIS AND T-ARA - TIME TO LOVE ! MUAHHAHA ~

yup , its currently 6.22 am :( needa sleep soon , need to wake up by 10-11 . Going to meet some SONES. haha for lunch , will update abt it tonight ! (:

2009-12-18T19:16:00.004+08:00

YAYYYYYY ! :D CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL WHO PASSED!

AND TO THOSE WHO DIDNT , ITS ALRIGHT ! IT DOESNT END HERE . WE ARE ALWAYS STUDYING EACH DAY OF OUR LIVES ! (: DONT TAKE IT TOO HARD ! LOVE U ALL STILL ~ Even though we might not get to see each other much , ill always remember u guys den maybe we'll plan class outing again ^^

Thanks to Rena For The First Sec 3 to congratulate me . (: haha rena ask me to write that << xD

Loves,
YogaBear

2009-12-18T01:19:00.002+08:00

Well , just 12 hrs and a few mins from now , its when i get my results ! Aiiisshhh ! damn scared .

Yst and Today , well almost the same things , morning wake up breakfast ... use comp play with Junjie they all , blast music like nobody buisness , till the frame on the tv could even vibrate and fall off the tv . Scared the shit outta me thought the glass all broke , but luckily it didnt ! yupyup ,
Jie en and Janice are back from Church camp , yayy ! (: Zoey gone overseas , billy and rena also going soon , ahh everyone's going ! but hope we can go out after they come back though . (:

Wishing Luck To All N'lvl Students Out There (:

Well , its been 2 days now . I hope i can carry on . Each passing day is killing me , yet making me stronger . I just wonder how long its going to be like this . We're Nothing More Than Friends .
Hope that you don't get me wrong .

2009-12-16T01:41:00.002+08:00

Morning , woke up ubberr tired . cause slept at 6 am , i woke up ard 11. lol den ate breakfast . den started playing warcraft and blackshot with jj's friend CH. hmm blast music like no one buisness . off all the lights lol . enjoyment .. den after that went out to meet Guowei for dinner , actually is i eat not he eat cuz he pei me ! i damn bored mahzxzx ! haha den after that bored nth to do we walk to NTUC , and we bumped into Cheryl and Yiwei , go dunno where for shopping ~ (: most prob town . haha den yiwei bought shoes if im right from puma ~ awesome . haha rich ! (:
den after that talk talk den they left cuz yiwei need go home , den walked guowei back home and den i walk home while talking to chev on the phone , helping her with problem .. den came home use comp agn . Sld be sleeping abit earlier than 5 today lol .

CHEVRON !!! U BETTER LEARN TO NORMAL TALK AH ! NO ALIEN TALKS ! HAHAHAHAHA JKJK !

2009-12-15T05:52:00.002+08:00

just now my blog was trying to be funny with me manzxzxzxz. The background just disappeared. den im like what the hell ? den i went around finding for a new blogskin , so many nice one and the nicest one of all of them ends up being screwed cuz the person remove the pic or moved acc or smth . haix sad .. well den ltr its so screwed i just paste back the old skin for the time , and guess what the backgrd was there . den im like . O_O ! and -.-

Really trying to be funny with me luh stupid background . anyways since i searched i decided just to change luh , so now this is the current one , hope its nice though (: Thanks to Audrey Mommy , for helping me out to find skins ~ well im going to go sleep now ~ its almost 6 am . TaTa ~

2009-12-14T14:58:00.007+08:00

Hmmmmm , i know that your not that kind to ignore someone , (: haha and We've faith in each other rightttt !!

To my "Weird Partner / To Become Zombie Partner . (: " You should know who u are . If u ever read this .

Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everythings okay
And finally now, believing

2009-12-14T00:51:00.003+08:00

Currently having a cup of milo ,
Sorry for not updating !!!! : ( well now i am .

theres so much that has happen while i never update but i just wanna say that , ive had alot of fun times with our clique ( Vanessa , Billy , Jie En , Rena , Guowei , Chevron , Zoey , Charlene , Janice , Xiuyun ) I Dont Know how ive lived so far without you guys . When i met u guys , its that time when my life just started (:

I always wanna spend time with you guys in anyway i can (:

Billy : You've always been there since the very start , you've seen my bad sides and good sides . and well , i can say u might knw me very well (:

Rena : Haha , stop fighting over chicken ah ! thanks for keeping me accompany , most of the times . really appreciate it yeah ! must talk louder on the phone ! everyone else talk yr so quiet xD

Guowei : Hey my bro , (: Mr. 2pm lover . Your such a great friend you know . thanks for pei-ing me at times when im bored downstairs ! (: your album is on its way to singapore ! Just a little longer !

Chevron : Yo Bitch . Im sorry , i somehow think i talk to you lesser on msn alr . lol >< cuz im usually playing . sorry ah ~ will catch up on things soon ^^

Charlene : Hahaha ! hey you . (: up till now i think ive actually havent had a proper conversation with you , there's still like the awkwardness between us ~ haha hope it would be gone soon ! (:

Zoey : Heyy ! Thanks for baking so much things for us ! damn nice ! appreciate it lots ! Try to wake up abit later okay ! always so early one !

Janice : Muahahah ! Eh , thanks for joining the conversations most of the time : D and always trying to be funny ! (: and also pei-ing me and guowei at times downstairs also ^^

Jie en : Hey you , haha we suddenly talk alot now uh ? (: hope yr hving fun at camp right now . Thanks for helping out with some of the issues i have ~ (:

XiuYun : Hahahah ! heyy ! we've still got much to know about each other cuz we dont talk much ! (: soon yeah (:

Vanessa : Hello Weird Partner ! (: Its great to know you ! We'll always have soya bean when we go out okay !!! :D We still got to have baked rice tgt , Thanks for talking to me the past few days ! been really great to know about ya ~ Hope to see you soon ,

LOVE YOU ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL ~ Going shopping this week right ^^

Ive decided not to give up yet , cuz i know that i really love you , and i know that somehow it could turn out better than whats expected . Hope you would notice me .

You're never gonna be alone from this moment on , if you ever feel like letting go , ill wont let you fall , you're never gonna be alone , ill hold you till the pain is gone .

Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you, You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall , I've found time can heal most anything , And you just might find who you're supposed to be , I didn't know who I was supposed to be , At fifteen ~

2009-11-15T00:59:00.003+08:00

Friday & Saturday

Friday : Was very bored so i met up with jeevan at jurong, ride there slack ard , when i reach there it just started to rain. bloody hell man ! super suay can . den we sit under bus stop for almost like 1 hr . rain like cats and dog . we got bloody wet becuz before we reach the bus stop there wasnt even a shelter . we were soaking wet D: den wait till the rain went down , din stop but drizzel , so we just cont we went to taman jurong to have lunch , when eating lunch that time , no rain , den when leave drizzel . -.- den after that i wanted go home ard 5 alr . DEN AGAIN RAIN CATS AND DOG , walau eh . damn pissed you know .... untill 6 we stay under block . den after 6 i go home reach home ard 6.30 , den when reached home bath and leave to watch paranormal activity with sisters and their friends , good movie man ~ :D had a hardd time sleeping lol .

Saturday : Again so bored , went to organise all the files in my harddrive , den again , ian say wan go ride , den jeevan say go his area there , so we again ride to jurong , and guess what , on the way to jurong , I MET VANESSA ! COINCIDENCE PLZ ;D i get to see her before she leaves for japan ~ even though we din get to meet on thurs or fri we did today ~ :D yup just laugh abit talk den left cuz ian went ahead of me , den cont go to jurong , meet jeevan went riding , AGAIN DRIZZEL WHEN REACH . bloody shit :\
So nvm not so bad , we cont riding untill go to jurong point and go to pioneer , den came back to jurong east to rest and drink while jeevan ate dinner , den come back home (: den use comp . ATE HARSH BROWN ; D den talk to nick , guowei and jie en . Jie en waiting for me to blog finish so she can call me cuz shes bored .. so am i : D suppose to conference with guowei but his parents havent sleep . D: hope they faster faster go sleep ! Yupyup thats all for today ~ Sundays gg to be nth , cuz im resting , starting work on monday ~

TAKECARE IN JAPAN OKAY WEIRD PARTNER ! MUST UPDATE ON BLOG ;D

2009-11-11T23:15:00.002+08:00

Monday & Tuesday & Wednesday

Monday morning , went for work training at 9 . Travel all the way to aljunied ! D: so we go there like a classroom . they teach us like what the hell , about body language and how to talk . LOL?! talk abt that and abt everything in the menu to sell , must remember so muchhhh ! D: do that untill 630 pm ! wow D: super super super boring ! D: well after that we left ^^

thats where the fun starts ! (: went to bugis to meet my bestieeesss ( Rena , Jie en , GuoWei , Billy, Janice , Chevron , xiuyun , Zoey) ~ they were eating dinner (: so i just go there sit down ^^ den met a new friend VANESSA ! Ends with a letter A ! haha A paradise ftw ~

den we went shoppingg as usual . (: lol so me and billy saw clarence den talk to him den saw joseph ~ lol den we go burger king sit down talk talk (: den after that we went back to the hotel there . wanted to watch movie but then ... cant cuz they all not 16 . lol GG D:

den by the time we went back to the hotel room vanessa was gone . haha den charlene came ~ (:

yupyup den we play cards there . and a small game of murderer . den before 12 we celebrate jie en bday ~ :D weee the cake was nice ! :D but i eat abit den give billy ! lol no appetite . billy monsteerrr ate so fast ! den i rmb billy got drunk abit . haha cute (: den ard 2am we left the hotel , while zoey charlene and xiuyun was alseep. den the hotel is only 3 ppl suppose to stay we so manyy , when we went out we tio caught ah . we went 3 by 3 . den security ask what room and all den we say only we 3 inside . lol den we go out meet the other 3 on the other side . den we say wa liddat hard to go back in ~ so we spent the whole night out ^^ we walk walk ard take pictures ! den go macs eat . den guowei was scared of the statues ! hahah he was like EH SMTH THERE ! den we all like what ! den its a statue . lol hahah ! funny shit ! (: den after that we rly very tired alr . den guowei end up buying warheads . lol my god. he had like sugar rush leh . den he very high . he even did a teapot dance at a bus stop ! hehehe . (:

den after that we walk walk ... den sit down at some stairs near the hotel . lol jie en fell alsleep while sitting . den ard 6 plus we go back to the hotel , we stayed out cuz we waited for the security guard change shifts ~ lol : O

den den when we go back , me jie en rena str away go sleep ~ lol . den wake up at 9.30 . den they say what i slept with my face facing the pillow . lol den rena also say her pillow hit my face ? lol deep sleep ~ den ... after wake up i dunno what i doing . just stare at space . lol ... den watching tv waiting for the ppl use finish the toilet den go wash up and change . den we check out and we went out . and THENNN ! SHOPPING SPREE ! lol go walk walk shop shop ! for hours and hours! :D hehe . super tiring but fun ~ all i know we like 24/7 laughing ! Jie en really made me laugh like siao . kept on dropping her camera ! i still rmb at far east i just talked abt her dropping it den she almost drop it and i laugh untill i crazy !! lol ahhhh ! getting high alr (:

yeap yeap shop den go back hommeeeee . after an hr or 2 i knocked out . lol (: but woke up 6 in the morning . epic fail ! den wake up ard 10 den need to go to aljunied to get my jab for work ...

tiring again .,.. den 3 came back . den 5.20 leave house go sp meet nick li bing matt and farris . talk talk and stuff liddat ^^ hehe den came back home ~ (:

yup yup ! waiting for the pictures to be uploaded into facebook ~ cant wait : D

2009-11-04T22:58:00.002+08:00

Todayy.. did nothing much . woke up for school , but ended up not going cause had a badbad headache and flu , cuz the night before me ian and jeevan went riding . den when we leave started raining ! woah den wet in the raiiinnn ~ go bukit timah and back to clementi den to ulu pandan den back to dover . den when i go put my bike at ian's place RAIINNN AGAINNN ! DEN WALK HOME IN RAIN ! BLOODY HELL ! rain like siao so many time ! today also raining !

so went out to vivo with billy to get present ! (: den walk walk . den bought smth (: duwan reveal after the person read and know what it is. lol. den , i still cant seem to find Taiyo no uta the movie D: i want it badly ! BADDDLLYYY ! hahah (: den after that on the way back home went to SP to meet someone to take my Miero Beauty N drink that snsd promoted ! haha yay ! den it drizzel when i walking back -.- suay. yupyup den home play with jj and the rest dotA and others ~ (: den watch bleach and fullmetal alchemist ...den after that rest alr . relaxing till now ~ tmr must go sch agn . diaooooooooooo!

2009-11-02T01:19:00.002+08:00

Saturday : Had a little meeting between some sones ~ 2 of which i know , Matt and Nick, and another 2 whom i just got to know then , Farris and Junior .

As usual , suppose to meet at 1 , but we're all late . except matt ! poor guy .. well, i was held up by traffic ~ so we reach abt 1.30 liddat . When i reach . matt nick and farris was alr there . the last one was junior . and yes his name is really junior ! Nice eh (:

Den we were all like . 12.20 : Junior : Oh im just gg to bath ! funny thing is . He lives at tamp ! :D haha quite funny ! we all like keep saying .

So we were at vivo , went to eat lunch at food republic ~ (: i din eat cuz i ate before i came out . and and matt bought something which had prawn in it ,and the prawns had its skin on still . he had a super hard time taking them out , we all were amused by it (: and well he made us had a fun time eating and laughing ! Thanks matt ! hahaah ^^ den we talk abt alot snsd stuff and other ppl . and bitch abt ppl too ! haha den after that , we went to challenger ~ wanted to look for earphones for farris i think ?cant rmb den we end up stucking at the games corner watching ppl play what transformer game shit and NFS Undercover . lol .. all failures ~

Was ard 3.50 den farris and junior had to go home D: den nick matt and i din wanan leave so early so we went to douby ghuat (whatever spelling) and play lan ~ quite a fail . the games all cannot open one. wanted play l4D cannot -.- end up playing cs most of the time ~ den after that went to have dinner , at kfc , so full. we ended up camping outside kfc like a bunch of fools~ hahah first time i wait for a seat so long , den after dinner we went home ... i followed them take train even though i can take a str bus home . go all the way from raffles or city hall all the way to jurong , haha den back to dover ~ cuz matt would be alone after nick gets off . so just follow luh (:

Den me and matt , in the mrt saw this grp of ppl , woah-.- play music so loud in mrt . snsd songs somemore . den they do little dance .. and they phail! haha like fanatics rather than fans . lol wan act cute but cannot also . den i think they notice my keychain . woah den keep staring -.- crazy ppl. oh well lucky they left .. den reach home ... ard 9 . played with nick till ard 3 . den he go sleep and i slept at 5 (:

(Sunday)Woke up at 1 , den went out at 6 plus to relative house .den back home . :D thats all for today ~

2009-10-30T01:13:00.003+08:00

Well , Today was rather the usual . Stay home slack . Started to like Horie Yui :D
A j-pop singer ~ Used to like her songs during sec 1 or pri 6 tt time .
Then now just slacking ard , watching friends on star world . lol the old episodes before they became FRIENDS . after that gg to watch Everybody loves raymond ! :D
Comedy night !! :D

2009-10-29T13:24:00.002+08:00

Ahh . Its finally done ! Sat from 2am to 5 am in the morning doing this ~ but the song uploads were long so i fell alseep . Just finished doing the playlist !

Well , overall had alot problems with this skin as the guy's account was inactive and the pictures werent shown D: so many problem haix!

Aniways, still cant wait for results to come out ! and going to be starting work next mth ...Life now just kinda sucks . lol usually spend it at home , or riding , or go meet up some Sones ~

All the best to the O'lvl students yah ~ Better study hor . Saturday Sunday mugg . Today enjoy ~ haha .

2009-08-25T22:09:00.000+08:00

2009-08-20T23:33:00.002+08:00

Sorry never update for so long . Will be updating soon alright (:

2009-07-12T20:25:00.002+08:00

11/07/09 : Went to Sentosa again ! (: With maggie , Emellene , Andy , and a bunch of Maggie's friends ! Firstly we went shopping for eating stuff first , den we waited for her friends , den see hor ! woah alotalot ppl ! i was like O_O! But they were nice ppl ! so we reach sentosa , relax abit den the guys played touch rugby , den ltr maggie , em andy and me played volleyball ! (: ahaha quite fun . After that we sit around talk talk eat , den it kinda rained , xD wind was blowing so hard ! when we going to leave i had to choose if i wanna go home or go play lan . but i was the one who asked maggie to play lan but i said i wanna go home . so when i reach vivo , i felt so guilty , so i decided to go lan . so i waited at vivo for her and her friends ! wa vivo got this marching band walking all ard vivo , bloody noisy manxzx! Den after awhile maggie and her friends came and we went to have dinner first ! hehe den we go woodlands play LAN (: we played L4D , Versus . Hahah super challenging . But still -.- i felt so bad . Not going to say why , after u all think i bhb . Then after that quite late alr , so we left ard 11.30 (: haha den we all like live dunno where ! so scared no bus . heng i had a last train ! xD so i went to jurong den no train so i wanted take taxi. then my friend called say go out , so he came and pick me up , and we went town pick up someone den we go to punggol there inside some wood got a area where ppl gather to fish . so when going inside have to go through woods . no trees but the grass is like as tall as the car, den woah play drift/rally there. LOL (: super super fun . untill 1 part the bumper broke out , den the fog light also break . hahah. so we came back ard 3, den fix the car near my hse there. den we go back den the my friend went back to his house too. (:

Thanks to Maggie and Friends , Em , Andy For Making My Day (:

2009-07-09T23:16:00.002+08:00

Woahwoahwoah ! today go sch first thing i sit in class my friend say he got fever , im like wat the hell , take temp ltr , u knw what . 38.5 ! walau eh . scary sia . sitting right behind him somemore . den teacher take the ppl ard him the name . if he tio swine i also kena quarantine also ah ? LOL :O

Den my form teacher also didnt came to sch . dunno who take the CMF file from my table -.-
So for english there was this teacher who took us . woah she scary leh . walk like boss . den her england is so powderful . LOL! seriously like super pro her eng. Well nothing much happened yeah . came home use comp . hahah as usual play Friends For Sale on facebook . LOL thanks bestie for buying me and giving me gifts ! appreciated ! Yoggie Bearie ? LOL yes yes very nice (:
Hahah *Gay Face* teehee .. Hope yr oral turns out fine . Mine on mondayy ! rawrr . lol (:
Get well soon william ! (:
Nights ! <33

2009-07-06T13:26:00.003+08:00

Wow , after so long den i come back to blogger . hahaha retardedness man . Well , since yst i was so busy i couldnt post . HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMELLENE (: hehe ,

We went to sentosa to celebrate emellene bday with her and some of ther schmates . we bought alotalotalot of food ! den we played ard with soccer and volleyball . Emellene just loves to run after the volleyball when its abt to into the sea. super funny and cute .Den it started to drizzel abit , drizzel dizzel den nothing den suddenly poured like cats and dog . haha . well we got wet xD We sat at this kids playground kinda thing , eat some durains and stuff like that . there was this tent that was at the back of it . so the kind uncle let us in to have shelter (: so we were all abt to go home when emellene's friend teik wei and maggie asked if i wanna go lan with them play L4D . L4D leh , how could i turn down a request (: so i went along . so we left to vivo , den emellene went to buy some slipper. while me teik wei and maggie bought a balloon for em . it was so prettttyyy ! it was a heart shape balloon inside a big round balloon . Den we gave it to her , den we were abt to leave , so we asked andy if he wanna join us , and he did :D so we went to send emellene off and take a taxi to bukit timah beauty world . Maggie and Teik wei went to sleep in the taxi while me and andy was just talking . when we got down it was raining there too ! lol when they 3 going down / up the stairs they kept slipping , bloody scary . hahah yup so we were kinda wet and we went to play lan , imagine how cold it was . Brrr~~ We played L4D like 3-4 hrs liddat . den we left , and then as we were leaving maggie asked where we lived , so me and andy was like " oh we live at dover " den shes like oh i used to live at dover too . straight away i asked her . WHICH KINDERGARDEN U FROM ! and guess what , WE WERE ALL IN THE SAME KINDERGARDEN . AND WE DIDNT KNOW ! Except for andy though i knew him since k1. Then we were all spazzing abt it . poor teik wei he couldnt join in . SORRY TEIK WEI NEXT TIME I MAKE SURE YR IN EVERY OF OUR CONVER ;D . Yupyup maggie said shes gg to find the kindergarden picutres , im so totally unglam manzxz. roarr ! Yup den me and andy send teikwei and maggie to the bustop , and then we went home :D Body aching like siao xD
Emellene Hope We Made Your 16th Birthday A Memorial One (: dun get pissed at D. hahah ^^

2009-06-10T09:52:00.002+08:00

SO NYUH SHI DAE ! LOL . Man they really can sing man omgomg ! lol and u knw uh their english is like the bomb ! Jessica Tiffany speak english like super well, becuz they from california and San Francisco ! LOL . but they look so korean luh ! aniways yeah havent been posting for sometime now . always bored u knw ahahah nth to post about anyways . Been playing alot lol no time to post . In class now super boring, F&N class , not even doing my work luhh , haha maybe going to play dotA . hehe untill friday den no more school ! yayeee :D hehee . Yup yup ! See u guys tmr , if im posting that is (:

2009-05-31T01:23:00.002+08:00

Well, its been a rough week , planning for class party and all . It went well i guess (: hope u guys had fun . Sorry if i wasnt there much . i needed some time on my own so i went out of class ...Well Sis, I hope your okay . im really worried , whatever happen , its all just a misunderstanding , and bad conclusions . Well , i hope it could be over , and i dunno why ppl just like to lie so much you know , tell me something then tell u something else , den create more problem , haix... Well , i want our bro and sis r/s to be unbreakable ! (: Im still doing what i can to make it a success . And hey ! haha i really was at home! Just wanted to clarify that ! ^^
Ill never betray you ever ! You've all ive got , someone who can be there for me when im in need ! without being bz with other things ! (: i really appreciate it ! Thanks a billion ! Lovess!

2009-05-19T21:45:00.002+08:00

Well ! watched Angels and Demons today with shimin at vivo after sch , wa the movie is damn nice . hahah i like this kinda movie , like National Treasure , The Da VinCi Code . woah this kinda movies all super super nice to watch one. after we watch sent meimei home den on the way back home saw sharon . LOL she buy another hamster ! D: so many alr ! haiyoo. den came home slack super tired. cut hair . look like some idiot now D: hahah ! well thats all for today ! Movie rating 5 star : D

2009-05-16T22:43:00.002+08:00

Well. today nth much luh haha . Went to watch Xmen with my sister . wanted to watch angels and demons but she alr watched it. asked ppl if they wanna watch all duwan . diao . haix . den after movie came home and here i am now . (: talking to billy on msn (: Feeling slightly sad and happy (:(
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Hope you will be fine . im actually very worried about you , even though i cant show u how worried i am .

2009-05-13T22:21:00.003+08:00

Haix today i dunno what to say sia. I thought i would pass my physics . but then i failed it . i got so so sad . i really got pissed also . and then i started to feel all weird. Well , the moment i get the paper onwards i had no mood to do anything :\ just lay on the table. Den after sch went to cityvibe with billy,andy and jeevan to play MT . earn many stars (: after that go home , had a badbad headache so i slept . tried to sleep but couldnt so i got up . den played audi . Den suddenly sad agn . haix why always happen one. i cannot take it alr . Supersuper uneasy . D:
Well . Hope tomorrow isnt really sad day .
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Well. I guess im not giving up yet . its been quite long and if i give up now, its just all going to waste right . Yup, ive made up my mind. I hope yr fine . I know u still might be sad behind all those laughs and smiles . Well i am too . so yeah . Study hard okay ? I love you...

2009-05-11T20:53:00.002+08:00

Haix . i just feel so so confused right now . im lost . i dunno what to do . i just feel like . You seem the right one to me . But am i the right one for you . I feel like giving up. not cuz i dun like you . cuz i dun feel like i might be the one for you . that it might all just be a waste . i just rather have u happy with someone u like . You are someone i desire. but im not the one you desire. You needs two hands to clap . Cant do it alone . So yeah . i dunno what i should do right now . I just feel like ive got no more hope . Judging by the way i am . i dont think im anywhere good enuf to be with you.Siann.....Im just so stressed out right now.

2009-05-11T13:16:00.001+08:00

EMO.